Lately I hve been feeling like shit that I haven't started college or found a job but I have went through a lot of turmoil these past few years and things are just starting to change for the better. My cousin is going to visit me this weekend and it could be just what I need to help me relax. Its always easy to hangout with her because she's a really mellow chill person who's happy doing facials or talking . I dyed my hair purple and pink it looks like mermaid hair. One of my dreams is to be a writer and I get to work with a famous author soon. I am going to do the online class and hopefully if I can stay with lydia next spring I can take the real life class for a few weeks. I feel like I could actually publish my work if I do the classes and they are affordable. Its awesome how francesca makes herself so easy to contact. I actually got an email from her telling me to please stay in touch with her! That sounds like a good start. She is the author of the dangerous angels series, if you have heard of them. But I guess no one on here has heard of them. But maybe! And if you have maybe you'll see why I'm so excited! Anyway....I'm living in a pink and purple dream right now with rainbows all over. Going to pick flowers today hehe.
“Nothing happened. And everything did. Your whole life you can be told something is wrong and so you believe it. Why should you question it? But then slowly seeds are planted inside of you, one by one, by a touch or a look or a day skateboarding in a park, and they start to burst out of old hulls shells and they start to sprout. And pretty soon there are so many of them. They are named Love and Trust and Kindness and Joy and Desire and Wonder and Spirit and Soulmate. They grow into a garden so dense and thick that it starts to invade your brain where the old things you were once told are dying. ” -francesca lia block
Going to portland on the 23'rd to see Navi and all the portland people <33
Then hopefully going to see Summer later on <33
My birthday was awesome Paloma kept thinking I was asleep but I'd be up gigglin hehe
And time seemed weird.
We hung out 2 days but it only seemed like about...a few hours. we ran down the street when it was dark and screamed,
and there is glitter all over my room.
we watched ponyo, the pebble and the penguin and thumblina...
and I wrote a song that I don't think I'll ever sing but it's for the vintage store ''no body's baby''
I got these cute pink legwarmers, and these shoes that look like barbie shoes.
I had a few beers and we had interesting convos.
I'm going to dye my hair pink.
My friend from the netherlands sent me a drawing...my boobs are huge in the drawing and there are power puff girls.
she used a purple pen to write my letter!
Ponyo was soooooooo awesome I know I'm late seeing it but it was so beautiful.
And I'm so excited to see Navi because I havent seen her since the christmas of '11
<33 but things are really awesome!!! oh we made cupcakes <3333
while thrifting yesterday I found a bunch of lovely prom dresses for really cheap. today is march first and my birthday is the 11th. I'm excited because all of march I have something planned to celebrate. happy birthday to me. I also get to work with Francesca lia block this month in a writing program. She is the author of weetzie bat: dangerous angels series. I have loved her work for years and I am filled with joy and bliss that I'm actually in contact with her about working together. I also got a shirt in the mail from Chelsea and I'm excited about it. Well one shirt says ''I'm a doll'' and one is a Victoria's secret tank top. I gave her my galaxy print dress and some other nifty things so she is also giving me her happy mushroom hoodie. I'm happy right now. also been listening to Lana del rey every day!
Mood: electric Music: lana del rey-national anthem