So after a year of unexplained excruciating pain throughout my body with no diagnosis (stupid old doctor didn't even run any blood tests), I finally started my arthritis medication thanks to my new doctor actually doing something and having referred me to the rheumatologist as "urgent." It could have taken me a month to get an appointment in, but the urgency note got me in that same week.
It does suck and I do hate having 3 more medicines to take (one of them having a real small dose of chemotherapy, but thankfully that one is only 3 pills ever Friday. Still feeling the effects of it right now.), but I'm glad I might be able to start jogging, skateboarding, dancing and doing all the things I used to love doing after a while of treatment.
Doctor even said I can continue going to the gym and I can do enough weights to keep my arms lean.
You don't know how much I love life right now.
Maybe it's the drowsiness because of the medicine, but I fucking love life.
So i have this idea for a new tattoo..
I want a Houndoom (Look it up if you dont know what it is) drawn like realistic and way more evil looking, having its jaws clamped onto a anatomically correct heart. With blood either dripping out between its teeth or squirting out from the heart. I don't know about you but that sounds seriously badass.
I don't know how the hell this seemed like a good idea.
My Econ teacher decided we have to make rap videos about the business cycle. Yes, rap music videos.
I have learned that I can write a rap about business fairly well, but I can't rap. This isn't my comfort zone, and now I'm freaking out near crying because of this stupid project because it's due Friday and I need to redo one part.
Best of all?
This stupid thing is worth 30% of our final grade.
I have the highest grade in that class at a 92% (highest of the only two As), and if this thing is not done, my grade goes down to a D+. Assuming I'd get As on all other assignments and tests, that's the highest grade I'd be able to get.
Fuck.
This.
Shit.
Not to mention we don't graduate if we don't pass this class, no matter what.
I don't know why this teacher decided this is a good project to assign us one month away from graduation, but fucking fuck that fucking fucker
Mood: About ready to go cry in a corner. Music: Bone Thugs n Harmony--Thuggish Ruggish Bone
and besides your over editing is great i for one love it :P
I think I could survive..maybe
