You search for shelter, from the cold
You wander aimlessly, its getting old
You want one final chance, to spread your wings
Remove that endless cloud, of misery
He said he loved you, upon a time
But now hes lost his soul, and lost his mind
You tried to save him, bring him inside
But he was far to gone, for you to find
Theres emptiness inside so swallow all your pride
Stop blowing up that phone its time to go alone
Your on your own…….
The days grow lighter but your not inside her
You carry on for me, lets start a fire
Heres to recovery, from all that misery
Sometimes the lions rage, grows ever brighter
As I watch over , lay down your head’
Indulge in empathy, and feel my heart
She said she loved you, but here you are
Just let me heal you, and smooth your scars
Theres emptiness inside so swallow all your pride
Stop blowing up that phone its time to go alone
Your on your own…….
JDN
Mood: melancholia Music: the sounds of Raven O'Reilly
Excerpt from Adorabella's new novel not yet titled.
December 05, 2012, 06:48:pm
"“I accept.”
“Then it is done.” At those words, a searing pain spread throughout my body and I collapsed to the ground in agony. I could feel my heart slowing, every part of me dying piece by piece. I could no longer breathe because the pain was too intense. Slowly I felt the pain drifted out of my body, all human feeling floating away from me. My eyes no longer saw my surroundings, but a bundle of light burning through them I could see my mortal soul escaping and I tried to reach out to it, but with every move I made the farther it would fly away.
Eventually, the pain died down to a numb feeling inside of me. My body feeling so cold, so empty, because of the life that was drained from my body. So this is what it feels like to die. How our body feels inside without warmth. How our hearts and organs stop working and decay. This it what it feels like to live in a body that is already dead. This is what it feels like to be immortal."
~Adorabella Dracos Noir~
Bass player of Autumn of Aeons
sorry , havent been online much lately . . alot has been going on .
but ill be mpre active this weekend .
hope , all i well with you guys .
talk to yall soon
Story written by Adorabella, bass player of autumn of aeons.
November 21, 2012, 03:40:pm
The night was silent as I walked down the empty street. The wind was still and barely made a sound. Not one creature chirped, not one car hummed, and not one siren rang through the night. The silence was unnerving to my soul, but my heart was still relaxed. I slowly began to enjoy the silence when I heard a sweet melody quiet at first, but growing as I walked.
I did not recognize the melody; it was something I never heard before. I continued to walk while listening when I came to a street. I crossed the street and continued on. I began to notice how the melody was slowly fading away. I stopped in my tracks and glanced back in the direction I came from. Should I keep going or turn around? I questioned myself. I decided to turn around and find the source to the sound. Once I arrived at the same street from before, I turned down the road and continued to move towards the sweet melody.
Now I can hear every note and recognized the tone to that of a violin. I could literally feel my soul lifting out of my body and floating towards the beautiful music. Every single note, every single rhythm brought goose bumps to my skin. The emotion of the piece was so strong; it would change from sweet and light to dark and angry to sad and lonely, but the beauty still remained and pulled me even closer.
I could feel the memories of my past flow through my mind and all my thoughts died down to nothing. My mind felt completely clear and free of all stress. My memories, even my bad ones, no longer phased me. The only thing I was truly aware of was this song and my soul.
I stopped moving, finally noticing my surroundings. I was standing at the gates of the cemetery and only a few feet away stood a boy. The boy’s skin glowed as he played the violin and light bounced off the strings. The violin he played was an odd color, not the normal brown, but so odd that I cannot even begin to describe it. I noticed that his eyes were closed and he swayed with the bow and violin, becoming one with the instrument.
I stood there watching and listening, not wanting to interrupt the song, when my questioning mind came into play. Why is he playing here? Why is he out so late? Who is he? I decided to wait until the end of the song to ask. I could feel the climax coming up as he climbed the scale of the violin. A note erupted from the instrument beginning another melody. Even I began to move with the music.
I could feel the end coming and the wind is now blowing fiercely. I stared into the cemetery and for just I millisecond, I could have sworn that I saw the souls of the dead rising from their graves to enjoy the song as well. That was when the last note was played, the highest note on a violin.
It echoed through the night, breaking through the silence. The last note put my hair on end, sending chills through my whole being. I glanced back at the boy, but he was no longer there. He just disappeared, vanished. Never will I know the answers to my questions. Though he was gone, the note was still there, the melody still there. It remained in the surrounding air.
A thought entered my mind, it was as if he played a concert for the dead, a lullaby to lure them to sleep and help them rest in peace. And it was the most beautiful thing you could hear on such a silent night.
2 . the hurricane is gone . lost power for a bit . had a couple branches down & scared a crap uout of an amanda .
3 . been workin . * money signs in eyes *
4 . my awesome friend nathan ( screamsandvalor ) is making me a new layout . im excited to see it !
btw you guys want an awesome layout ? ?
~ go to nathan ( screamsandvalor ) , check out his portfolio . he is talented !
~ my lovely friend jamii ( jami_hates_dat_bitch ) is another talented artist .
i recommend them for layouts !
ps : i can do a simple layout . just sayin .im just lazy . please don't ask . . maybe one day i will & ilk do it for money .
I had a great Holloween it was one of best I had. I was lucky enough to not loss power. I had a lot of cleaning up to outside my home. I hope you had a great Holloween, how is things going for you?
we are getting hit hard .
might lose power .
we might even get snow with this .
wtf is that shit ?
lol
oh well .
im going to sing i will survive .
i just went out side a bit ago . .
i almost got blown away .
btw vf mobile sucks .
oh a lol thing .
yesterday i was sitting in my boss van waiting for my mum ( cus i dont have my own car . . yet )
&
i was sitting in a booster / baby car seat .
it was fabulous !
i have the attention span of a damn rock -_____-
It's alright! No big deal, but here's a tip to stay safe with SK on the loose: Just keep your cell phone on the loudest volume and call somebody if you even suspect that something isn't right with a serial killer loose. And bring a friend with you if you out of your house! Just don't be alone with him on the loose. Keep yourself around crowded areas and people.
sooooo . i am in need of le money . im workin 2 jobs . .
i need money for a car .
my grandfather is selling me his dodge neon 2005 for 2000 - 4000 dollars .
i need money before january because they are going away for 3 months or more . .
any ideas on how to make money ? !
ill take suggestions . . not stupid ones !
what about um, we have this publication here called trade and exchange. in the back there's a list of free stuff that people dont want anymore, u just hav to pick it up. sometimes theres absolutely nothing wrong with the items so you can then turn around and try to find a buyer. 100percent profit but you have to be dilligent. maybe you dont hav enough time before the oldies leave. but its a suggestion anyway.
so i like to randomly welcome people to vf & give them a 10 .
i did it to this individual .
well read the convo .
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he ask me for my skype and msn .
butthurt because i choose not to freely hand out close connections .
my reply was this .
he most of not liked it because he deleted it .
not that i give a fuck :]
here is what i had said
" excuse me ? !
are you being a smartass ? !
if so take your smartass else where .
if you wish to speak to me . .
do so here .
it works effectively here .
im pretty sure this what this site is used for . .
vampirefreaks is a social networking site .
so i guess its used to be social with others .
but please . . correct me if i am wrong .
besides which ill damn well choose to who i give my closer contact information too :] "
i knew where this was going with him .
why ?
because it has happened man times .
obviously he didn't want to just IM or inbox .
im not stupid nor born yesterday .
Yeah that's true also, he probably would've wanted more from you but you did you actually say that to him? Did you tell him that you can chat here using the chat system that's similar to fb?
i did tell him that .i told him he was more than welcome to inbox , comment , or chat me on here .he didnt like that i wouldnt give him my skype or msn so he deleted my inbox .what is bolded is what i said .
screamsandvalor
They could lose everything and you're laughing? :/
