Alright a couple things
1. Just because you message me and I message you back, does not mean I have any type of sexual or romantic feeling towards you, or the want to do either type of activities with you.
2. I feel sorry the biologically girls on here, if this is the shit you all put up with too. I mean I'm a goddamn chick with a dick, and they are still just humping the fuck out of my leg.
3. I have a date saturday with an amazing guy, we met on a app called 'whisper' which is not even a dating app, let alone one for trans/bigendered people. We have talked every day since we met, and have vid chatted on skype. He has seen me as both a boy and as a girl. And both times have complimented me on my 'beauty'. Not being a debbie downer but I do not see myself as beautiful, unless in the right lighting and the right amount of photoshop, So though it makes me really happy to hear him say it, Im having trouble believing it. Anyways, We have a date saturday, first time meeting each other in person. Like i said he has seen me as both a boy and a girl. But this has been through pictures and video chatting. Which makes me nervous that I wont be perceived the same way as I am in pictures and video calls. Im really trying to stay positive with him. He is in the air force, and is 6'2. He is fuckin adorable, and the biggest sweetheart I ever have spoke to; every day when he wakes up he says good morning babe, or hope you slept well beautiful.
I'm trying to stay positive, I told him I'm only expecting friendship, but that if more came from it I would be very happy. I told him "Hey if feelings aren't there, they aren't there" I just hope they are there, cause this will be the first healthy relationship I've ever been in.
4. Have an appointment today to get new glasses, as I broke mine, plus I hate the style of my old ones. I know my vision is worse than it was, so I really need these new ones, I just hope I can get the actual glasses in time for my date saturday so I don't wear big old frames with a ring of hot glue around the center.
Thank you my bad bitch Heathers.
March 11, 2014, 09:05:pm
I saw that movie when I was really young, and I remembered the hole in the chest with the shotgun, and eventually thought it sounded so crazy I thought it was just a dream I had, till I saw it one day again on the Lifetime channel.