so I was blocked... cause someone sent me a message about how they are incest and I have different opinions about it... oh darn Mr incest fucking his mother is offended by my opinion of thinking it's a lot fucked up... is this where I'm supposed to be offended? I guess I missed that part haha fucking weirdo mommy fucker
So I'm now engaged to my lovely girlfriend. :]
I couldn't be happier. She came to see me this past weekend. Bought me flowers, I took her out to eat the first night and then we went to the movies to see Frankenweenie (which is a sad movie btw)
Next day I took her to the 2 malls we have in town and we took pictures, and she bought us lunch. And we got a pumpkin and carved a Batman and Robin symbol together. Cause I'm her Batman and she's my Robin :]
Then we went to the park, and I took her on the trail to the waterfall. We were playing in the water and she told me to turn around and close my eyes. Then to turn back around and open my eyes. She was knelt down holding a beautiful gold ring with rubies and diamonds set in it. And she said, "Baby, I love you more than any multi-verse ever created. I know we haven't known each other for 2 or more years but...will you please do me the honor of being my forever?" I cried and smiled and said "gah, you're just so cute and so sweet! but of course i will silly!"
She's so cute and dorky and cheesy. And it was just perfect.
We won't be getting married any time too soon. We both don't have jobs at the moment. But are looking for jobs frantically. Once we get jobs then I will find us a place t olive here because she doesn't want to live in North Carolina anymore. And we will start our lives together.
I'm hoping and praying that in June I can start donating eggs to get money. Help pay off all my medical bills, car payment, insurance, student loan, maybe get a new car, pay rent. I should be set to do that if I can just hold off from getting any new tattoos or piercings. I'm hoping that they don't have a body modification limit though. Cause I have 25 all together and I couldn't donate plasma cause of it "/ And getting to donate eggs will give me hope that I can one day find a surrogate for us and use my eggs (cause she wants little ginger babies lol)So, fingers crossed that everything works out in the long run. I'm so excited to start my life with her. Eeep!
I'll post pictures of me and her and my ring in a bit.
So I haven't really done anything on here in a very long time.
Haven't technically been busy, but just haven't been home or worried about this that much.
But anyways, just a little update I guess.
I quit cosmetology school back in March, because my whole family was pressuring me to get a job and said a job was more important than school. But now I totally regret quitting cause I have yet to find a job.
I've been single up until August 3rd. I'm in a relationship with an amazing girl.
Her name is Courtney. She lives in North Carolina, so it's a little distance away.
9 hours, 527 miles away exactly.
I went to go visit her for a week in September, and on October 12th (which is next week, yaaaay!) she's coming to Tennessee to see me for 3 days :]
Her mother controls her life even though she is 20 years old. She won't let her do anything, which is really upsetting. But she's trying her hardest to get out of that house.
We're both trying to find jobs so that way we can move in together and start our lives with each other.
Today is our 2 months together, and it has been the best 2 months of my life.
Little story of how we ended up together, and some think I'm SO wrong for it but I don't care.
I've known Courtney for over a year. We met on MyYearbook (MeetMe)and started talking and we were going to be together then. But she ended up with someone else.
Well, I met this chick named Gena. And her and I became friends. One night that I stayed at Gena's house she was on skype with Courtney. And in my head I was like "I know this girl, where do I know her from." So I asked Courtney if she had a MyYearbook and she said yes. I looked her up and sure enough it was her.
I kept my mouth shut cause Gena liked her and wanted to be with her.
Well, they got together and Gena asked me to go to North Carolina with her to see Courtney. So I did. And it was the most awkward time of my life.
Well, they only lasted a week if that. The night they broke up I was texting Courtney and I asked her if I could confess something. She said yes. So I told her that I really liked her. And she said she really liked me too. Then I asked her if she remembered me and she said yes.
So, we came up with code names lol so that way Gena wouldn't know that the stuff we posted on Facebook and MyYearbook was about each other.
One day at Gena's she went to take a shower so I got on skype with Courtney.
Gena walks in and asks me if she likes me and I said yes. But I like her too.
Gena said "yall better not start talkin cause you're my best friend and she's my ex!"
So I said, "well I told her that we would wait until you got another girlfriend."
We technically did.
See, Gena and I go to the big gay club here and i'm part of the drag family. Drag kings and queens and what not. So Gena started talking to one of my drag brothers. So, Courtney decided to make me the cutest video ever! She asked me to be her girlfriend. And of course I said yes. Ever since then we've been amazing.
I went to go see her in September. About 3 or 4 weeks ago actually lol. And now she'll be here next week! And this morning, for our 2 month anniversary. I woke up to someone ringing the door bell. She had sent me flowers! With my favorite flowers in the bouquet (sun flower) I cried. Especially over the little card she sent with it. It was just the most adorable thing ever.
I've never been treated so amazing before. She's the sweetest person, with the kindest heart. And I really feel like she's my soul mate. If she asked me to marry her, I would definitely say yes.
She gives me bats in my tummy and I constantly smile when I'm around her, see a picture of her, hear her voice, see her beautiful smile with her cute little dimples, and when I look into her baby blue eyes. She makes my heart melt. I couldn't ask for more. <3
So, that's about it.
I'm sure no one will really sit there and read all of this.
But it's okay :]
What the fuck is with old married men being so creepy? U have a wedding band on you talk about your wife then pull some line out of ur ass about wanting sex...a ur old b ur fat c ur not cute d u dont have piercings tattoos or fun hair e ur married....so glad to be back at work for all of twenty mins. Yay me
Im so fucking tired of people saying i shouldnt be on this site or find guys like this attractive cause i dont "fit in" ....so what i have to dress the part to want a guy like this?
Mood: Pertubed Music: Bfmv my fist your mouth her scars
Tomorrow is my birthday! xD
Turning 20.
Not really a big deal though.
Just the fact I'm not a teenager anymore is cool though, I guess?
But yeah! I don't really know how I'm spending it.
I just know I'm going to the gay club tomorrow night.
Hopefully find a girl that makes my birthday great :]
Oh yeah, and I'm like getting EVERYTHING Batman haha.
It's pretty sweet.
