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SilverDemonEyes
Itch to scratch
November 22, 2014, 10:46:pm
Lately I've been feeling like I'm missing something. Like I'm looking for something, but I just can't figure out what it is. It's something beyond ennui that I am having the hardest time even putting into words.
I'll feel like I want to listen to music! But then nothing sounds like what I want to listen to. Or just the thought of sound then seems unappealing. The same thing will happen with a show, or manga, or anything really. Nothing sounds right, but I have this sort of WANT. I crave something.
Maybe I'm just searching for a thrill. A little bit of hunger satisfaction.
But with WHAT?

Mood: disquieted

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last 5 of 11 comments:

SilverRaven

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Itch to scratch
November 22, 2014, 11:09:pm
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Actually in astrology there is something that can help. I used to make bracelets with the gems for astro signs. It might sound nuts but there are certain gems for certain signs that can help you feel more grounded. Just a thought. I'm a gemini that was supposed to be a taurus. Can you blame me for not wanting to come into the world on time though? *laughs* Well I tend to gravitate towards Jade and my birthstone...they keep me centered.

SilverDemonEyes

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Itch to scratch
November 22, 2014, 11:17:pm
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I wear my amethyst bracelet a lot, and I think that's part of what got me here. But I can only uncloud so much of my muddled mind shakefist

Spider6125

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Itch to scratch
November 22, 2014, 11:26:pm
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Sometimes outside influences are what's really needed

SilverRaven

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Itch to scratch
November 22, 2014, 11:32:pm
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Understood. When I start feeling like that I usually go for a bike ride, fishing, or for a walk. Some people go to an art gallery. Just a change in routine might help ya.

theDevilofcourse

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Itch to scratch
November 23, 2014, 04:06:am
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make something

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LizZiePop
FILL THIS OUT!!
November 22, 2014, 05:15:pm
I stole this from someone XD but please fill it out
Would you kiss me?
[ ] Hell Yeah
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe
[ ] already did

Would you do me?
[ ] In an instant!
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe
[ ] you look to sweet to fuck
[ ] already did

Am I attractive?
[ ] Heck no
[ ] hot as Hell
[ ] Fine
[ ] Cute
[ ] Okay I think ur pretty
[ ] Sexy
[ ] Ugly!

Do you think im a virgin?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Don't know

Name one thing you would like to do to me?


3 things you would like to know about me?
1.)
2.)
3.)

If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] maybe

What kind of pic would you send me of yourself?
[ ] Fully clothed
[ ] No boxers
[ ] Just in boxers
[ ] Only shirt and boxers
[ ] Naked
[ ] I wouldn't send you anything
[ ] Who needs pics, I have a webcam ;-)

Would you rather..
[ ] Hook up with me
[ ] Cuddle with me
[ ] Date me
[ ] Marry me
[ ] Friends
[ ] Do me

What kind of underwear are you wearing right now?
[ ] boxers
[ ] whitie tighties
[ ] thong
[ ] g-string
[ ] granny panties
[ ] boy shorts
[ ] none

What's your favourite position?


On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
[ ] 1
[ ] 2
[ ] 3
[ ] 4
[ ] 5
[ ] 6
[ ] 7
[ ] 8
[ ] 9
[ ] 10

What would you want me to be to you or what do you think about me?
[ ] Friend
[ ] girlfriend/Boy friend
[ ] Friend with benefit
[ ] I want your number
[ ] Pretty/Cute
[ ] Hottie
[ ] Sexy
[ ] Gorgeous
[ ] Amazingly Beautiful
[ ] I'd take you home in a second
[ ] I'd make out with you right now
[ ] I'd Hit it
[ ] I love you,

What's your favourite color?


Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No

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thirstywolf66
[reply]
FILL THIS OUT!!
November 22, 2014, 05:28:pm
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Hell yes, yes,fine, no, marry you, 3 things,your sweet, your caring,your gorgeous, maybe, fully clothed, marry you, none, you on top, 10, amazingly beautiful, red, no

Johnny-V

[online]
[reply]
November 22, 2014, 05:33:pm
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[ Private ]

Tam

[online]
[reply]
FILL THIS OUT!!
November 22, 2014, 06:39:pm
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Would you kiss me? [ XXXX] Hell Yeah [XXX ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ XXXXXXXXXX] In an instant! [XXX ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to fuck [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [XXX ] hot as Hell [ XXX] Fine [XXX ] Cute [XXX ] Okay I think ur pretty [ XXXX] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ XXX] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me? nom on your neck and cuddle 3 things you would like to know about m

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StarvingBum
Just an update for those wondering
November 21, 2014, 06:19:pm
So yeah. I made my journal about my parents in a car accident in October. My dad has been recovering great. He is able to walk around on a walker now. It makes me sad though because he can not go into the living room, where mom mom's ashes are currently. It even hurts me going into that room.

But yeah, he is recovering great and will be making a full recovery. He should be walking on his own two feet by the new year.

Mood: eh ok i guess

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Bloodstainedraven

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Just an update for those wondering
November 22, 2014, 11:52:pm
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*hugs* i hope he gets well very fast and im sorry you lost your mom

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LizZiePop
Let Me Tell You Something About Pits....
November 21, 2014, 05:26:pm
Let me tell you something about pits....
There are different types of pits that give you different feelings

1.You feel that your Pit is full of emotion so you:
a. bottle it upp until you burst
b. let all your emotions out

either way, you will end up emptying your pit of emotion and it will turn into your next type of pit.

2. You feel empty like all your insides just got ripped out and all that is left is a hollow corpse so you:
a. float about in your ghostly empty corpse state and wallow in your emptiness
b. try to fill your pit with unhealthy habits
c. try to fill your pit with healthy habits

if you choose a:
you will never change

if you choose b:
you will go in the dark path that leads you in a spiraling down fall into your pit

if you choose c:
you will develop habits that will make your pit full and make your life feel fulfilled

now here is the question I ask you:
What is your pit? (and more importantly) WHAT WILL YOU DO ABOUT IT?

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Countess_Xero

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Let Me Tell You Something About Pits....
November 21, 2014, 05:41:pm
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just stick a funnel in the butt..

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jet
Black Friday Sale!
November 21, 2014, 04:36:pm

Yep with everybody going black friday / holiday crazy right now,
we decided to start our black friday sale early this year!
Get 25% OFF everything at the store!
(13% off boots and shoes)
Simply use coupon code: BLACKFRIDAY
and get an additional discount off all our store prices.

Also we got a TON of new items in stock recently!
All kinds of new clothes, shoes, jewelry, accessories, art and more!
Check out the new stuff at http://store.vampirefreaks.com

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last 5 of 17 comments:

Zadra

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Black Friday Sale!
November 21, 2014, 11:42:pm
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You totally should have waited. Black Friday sales always pop up around this time :-p

Ilus

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Black Friday Sale!
November 21, 2014, 11:46:pm
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Oh but 13% off shoes. I'll survive. lol

Zadra

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Black Friday Sale!
November 21, 2014, 11:50:pm
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Totally pays off if you buy a pair of New Rocks though ;-)

-13-

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Black Friday Sale!
November 22, 2014, 06:52:pm
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Damn you. I'm broke stare

DigitalDiarrhea

[online]
[reply]
Black Friday Sale!
November 22, 2014, 11:34:pm
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Nice, but nothin cool to me right now at least. looking forward to the new winter coats

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models
VF Models Sets!
November 21, 2014, 03:17:pm

Check out the newest work from our VF Models!


NiKKiNeVeRMORe * LezaLush




Click on the photo to view more of the same set!

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last 5 of 6 comments:

NiKKiNeVeRMORe

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VF Models Sets!
November 21, 2014, 03:54:pm
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My favorite set from Leza hearts

666evilebm666

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VF Models Sets!
November 21, 2014, 09:42:pm
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Nice Pictures! daydream

LezaLush

[online]
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VF Models Sets!
November 22, 2014, 10:30:am
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NiKKiNeVeRMORe thank you! hugsyour set is just too cute <3

NiKKiNeVeRMORe

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VF Models Sets!
November 22, 2014, 10:42:am
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You're welcome! goobyAnd thanks as well heartbeat

Rebelle

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VF Models Sets!
November 22, 2014, 01:44:pm
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Adorbs!

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6 comments


ShadowNightz
VFIU Members Box Requests
November 20, 2014, 05:05:pm
Post your Request as a PRIVATE MESSAGE here in the proper format. Thanks

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last 5 of 9 comments:

LizZiePop

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November 20, 2014, 06:59:pm
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[ Private ]

mel_bass

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November 20, 2014, 08:45:pm
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[ Private ]

PaLeNPretty

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November 21, 2014, 09:02:pm
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[ Private ]

-13-

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November 22, 2014, 11:27:am
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[ Private ]

kairi69

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November 24, 2014, 02:26:am
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[ Private ]

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jet
VF New Interviews
November 20, 2014, 05:04:pm
Got 2 new interviews for you guys today from some cool underground / independent bands you guys should check out!
Interview with Michael Barnes
VF Profile: Michael Barnes

Interview with Tony Grinder and Protester
VF Profile: Tony Grinder and Protester


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last 5 of 12 comments:

MCRchick

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VF New Interviews
November 23, 2014, 10:57:am
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Both very good interviews nod

hutches2b

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VF New Interviews
November 23, 2014, 11:14:am
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Awesome, I'm always up for new music.

Rooster

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VF New Interviews
November 23, 2014, 01:14:pm
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Thumbs up ... will take a look

butterfly_smiles

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VF New Interviews
November 23, 2014, 02:00:pm
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I'll check them out:-)

ChemicalxUnbalance

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VF New Interviews
November 23, 2014, 08:03:pm
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I shall check them out.

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ShadowNightz
Refreshing Starts and Energy to Party!
November 20, 2014, 02:13:pm

Woke up in a good mood today, feeling amazing. I know I've said this already but wow how much difference it is to not feel like shit from coffee lol.
I'm not sure how other people drink it so much and still are stable. Maybe my mind and body is just different...Yeah I bet that's what it is.
Anyway, I haven't had breakfast yet, just sipping on some good quality tea that Vasa_Pixie bought me yesterday. It's pretty good, I feel so elegant lol
I'm just chillin doing some work today. If I can get a lot done before 5:00PM, I'm gonna try to go to the hair salon for UNDERWORLD tonight!
Man we haven't been to an Underworld event in forever. Should be fun and nice to just relax and have some drinks with friends.
Anyway, I'll be around and keep you updated VF. Hit me up! :-D


PS: I totally was killing it at DJ practice last night! ;-) Just gotta keep updating my music library and practice harder. I can do this!

Mood: Awake and Positive
Music: Sanctuary Radio

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last 5 of 9 comments:

FirstClassRockstar

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Refreshing Starts and Energy to Party!
November 20, 2014, 02:56:pm
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Uh oh, a new dj star is coming. dj get it, JC

jet

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Refreshing Starts and Energy to Party!
November 20, 2014, 03:05:pm
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w00t coming to underworld as long as i dont fall asleep!

xXGothikaXx

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Refreshing Starts and Energy to Party!
November 20, 2014, 05:10:pm
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yargh Coffeee!

SilverDemonEyes

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Refreshing Starts and Energy to Party!
November 20, 2014, 06:26:pm
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You must be caffeine sensitive, and therefore you have my pathos lol Congrats on your DJing going so well!

ShadowNightz

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Refreshing Starts and Energy to Party!
November 21, 2014, 02:27:pm
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SilverDemonEyes I didn't even know that was a thing and thanks :-)

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StarvingBum
I miss the VF IRC
November 20, 2014, 01:59:am
There are probably only a handful of people here that remember it. I will never understand why it was delinked from the main page. Maybe because it was hosted on a 3rd party service? Who knows. I really wish Jet would bring the IRC back.

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StarvingBum
ehhhhehehehehehhh
November 19, 2014, 09:01:pm
it cant be bargained with

it cant be reasoned with

it doesnt feel pity

or remorse

or fear

and absolutely will not stop, ever

until you are dead



Mood:


Music:
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jet
Interview with T3RR0R 3RR0R
November 19, 2014, 05:37:pm
VF Presents:
An Interview with T3RR0R 3RR0R

They talk about their new single / video, music piracy, and genitalia.
These guys have been one of the more active bands on VF for a while and they've always been very involved with the community so we're glad to see them doing well!

Check out their new video for 'We Like To Party' below:

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XyberRai

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Interview with T3RR0R 3RR0R
November 20, 2014, 02:29:am
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yer!girdance

onlymyself

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Interview with T3RR0R 3RR0R
November 20, 2014, 09:25:am
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Great song :-)

Code

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Interview with T3RR0R 3RR0R
November 20, 2014, 10:28:am
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rofl

CrowOfDarkness

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Interview with T3RR0R 3RR0R
November 20, 2014, 01:45:pm
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SWEET!!! ;-)

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ShadowNightz
Updates on the JC
November 19, 2014, 03:27:pm

I haven't really used this as a Journal in soooo long so I figured, why not give it a shot again.

So some updates on me as of late, things are better now that I'm off caffeine. October was a crazy month for VampireFreaks. We had 3 events and ComicCon in addition to the regular work load and other events that we attended that month as well. Very tiring. I found myself chugging down XL coffee's from Dunkin Donuts, thanks to VanessaVicious shakefist, and since then I have been drinking waaay too much coffee which resulted in having really bad caffeine headaches and constantly being sleepy throughout the day. In anycase, things are getting better now, I'm slowly recovering and getting back to a normal productive state. I've been getting back into exercising and cooking at home which is awesome and doesn't feel like a chore anymore lol.

I'm super excited to be DJing at the next Cybertron, it will be my first time doing so under Jet's wing.
Speaking of which, tonight is DJ practice. I need to step my game up if I want to rock the house. Christmas is around the corner, looking forward to that. It's been a harsh but great year and I'm looking forward to what 2015 has to offer. I really feel like it will be a great year for VampireFreaks and everyone within it's community.
That's all I got for now, I'll try to post more Journal entries. Enjoy the day guys, comment if you want to chat a bit. :-)

Mood: Productive
Music: Sanctuary Radio

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last 5 of 59 comments:

-Trickster-

[reply]
Updates on the JC
November 19, 2014, 07:45:pm
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I swear he goes through at least 3 a day.

jaganar

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Updates on the JC
November 19, 2014, 08:06:pm
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happy pay week shadow glomp and hump

LunaMorgueKnight

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Updates on the JC
November 19, 2014, 08:10:pm
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That is true

-13-

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Updates on the JC
November 19, 2014, 09:25:pm
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Well, you and jet still have those drawings coming from me. Once I finish them

Indi_The_Strange

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Updates on the JC
November 20, 2014, 01:47:am
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I may have to cut my caffeine too now.It's making my heart palpitate and it cause horrible migraines.But coffee is just... drool

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