We have all heard of insane asylums, and how they treated the mentally ill back in the late 1800s to mid 1900s. Well, there was one in New York called Letchworth Village. This asylum held patients from infantry to the elderly. They were the mentally ill (or as the mental retarded patients) and they had the handicapped patients. These patients were there, because their families didn't want children or family members with any disabilities or retardation. So, they casted them out of the family, and forgotten all about them. When they entered Letchworth Village, they were never seen again. No one left, but the employees. Most patients wouldn't be clothed, they were sexually assaulted by employees, and they would be forced to be medicated by having a spoon forced down their throats (That spoon was used once by every single patient. Never washed) They were physically assaulted, and if they bitten you more than 3 times, they would rip out their teeth one by one. Left them with no teeth so, they couldn't bite. They would leave their patients in beds of urine and feces. They would force feed their patients, and most patients never knew how to swallow or chew food so, they winded up choking to death. Also, in 1950 a doctor named Hilary Koprowski tested the first ever Polio vaccine on a little mental retarded boy. Once he had no side affects, they began testing and using patients as animals for testing. Once patients died, they would stuff their bodies in the morgue in Letchworth Village. The morticians would take out their brains, and put them in jars of preservatives. Even to this day, the jars of brains are still in Letchworth Village. The patients would be buried in the back of Letchworth Village in unmarked graves. All they had were crosses with their patient's number written on it. Even in death they were forgotten. Once word got out about the employees' mistreatment to the patients, they were forced to close Letchworth Village for good in 1996. Even to this day, a lot of people believe that Letchworth Village is haunted. Haunted by the patients who were angered, hurt, and confused.
I'm talking to this kid and he's telling me how he does a line of meth before work whenever he goes in and how meth isn't bad for you and how it's good for you and how it makes him "happy" and helps with his "insomnia".
Really? That's how you wanna live your life? Good luck going anywhere. Because i've had people in my life who have been addicted to drugs and especially meth, and their lives went DOWNHILL.
I might be moving back in with my mom and step dad, yeah that's right. The same guy who beat me. Oh well, I'll get used to it. I just have to get out of here, I guess. I'm so confused. I don't know what to do or where to turn, where to move, if I should stay. I don't know.
Fuck, I need help.
In Germany for wave gotik treffen spreading some VF love with stickers and partying it up. Then off to kinetik festival in Montreal soo not too many VF updates from me for a bit so I hope you guys are holding up ok. Miss my Internet peeps
Dafuq Jet. NO ONE SAID YOU WERE ALLOWED TO MAKE THE TROLLS COME OUT OF HIDING AND THROW A HISSY FIT WHILE YOU'RE IN GERMANY. Furthermore, no one said you were allowed to go to Germany without taking me with you so I can go into hiding. Rudeee. I miss that fucking country. EVEN FURTHERMORE, the amount of grammatical errors spewing from this Casey kid are astounding and make my heart break a tiny bit with each one. If you're that much of a douche canoe to assume that people HAVE to be buddy buddy with ANYONE from a specific music genre community, you're fucking retarded. I'm a huge dubstep/house fan but you don't see me joining every community on the interwebs I can to discuss the music. That's just too much shit for one person to keep up with consistently, to be honest. Ain't nobody got time for that. I have enough issues just keeping up with VF and Facebook on a daily basis, let alone to even think of adding other community websites to my already hectic agenda. To be frank, it seems the only really butthurt "deathrock" community around VF that has bothered to comment on here is, well, you, and honey, you don't make up a community. ]: You're just one person. Whine elsewhere. <3 I'll never understand why people who hate a website and their administration so much continue to be a member of said website. It's like those religious fucks who are so against gay marriage and the like but they continue to stalk the very forums that are so supportive of what they're claiming to be against. Wankers, honestly. ANYWAY. Have fun Jet. :x
Heyy everybody!!! I missed you guys so much <3
Things have changed for me lately, I'm being accepted by more people, and I'm now in baseball <3
I'm actually gonna be going to a tournament on my birthday which is in like 3 weeks.
Anyways, I'm still not sure if I'll be on here slot. But I'm gnna try and get on here as much as I can... Love ya guys byeee <3
So as a second part to my rant, I expect no one to read this but I just need to get it out. Need to sort my thoughts...He is never around doesn't text me all day then at 11 at night through 1 he thinks its a good time to talk, I have to get up at 5 everyday yet I don't complain to him because I want to talk to him. But God knows when he is tired that there will be no talking that but i get no heads up so I stay up all night waiting like so kind of hopeless, fuck I don't even know. So I am finally starting to get over it and I have been telling him that he has to fix these small things right (don't watch T.V while talking to me could you text me in the morning and at night that's all) he has not even tried to change as far as I am concerned. So I have wanted to break up with him but every time I try I get this gut wrenching pain that I can't fucking stand and he doesn't seem to give too fucks about if we could break up or not so i know for a fact that we should but I can not make myself do it. Well I guess I will just sit here with my pain for the night.
Mood: I don't even know Music: New Perspective: Panic! At The Disco