In this broken world I lay
Inside this darken room
Trying to make the demons go away
And wait for the time she calls “soon”
But everyday leads to nothing but dread
As the silence continues on
With every word that isn’t said
Makes the silences weigh an extra ton
She says to keep her with my words
Yet my words fall on deaf ears
While my heart and soul continue to burn
And I continue to try and hide the tears
Because I know I’m sad and depressing all the time
And telling her makes her only annoyed
But it only gets worse when it’s locked inside
And continues to build an endless sorrowful void
I only wish to spend some time with her
But my head says it’s stupid and will never happen at all
As my fragile heart continues to yearn
As it continues to wait for the saving call
The demons of fear dance inside my head
As the world cuts off all ties
The lesser words that are said
The more I slowly die
The torturing memories in my head flash
As its tip drives in the pain
But the present is not the past
For all I see nowadays is the letters of your name
No more calls from evening to night
No more words sent to heal the constant pain
Leaving me dying and failing in life
As my empty corpse walks into the grave
Look into these hidden icy eyes
And you will see the frozen tears
Along with life that continues to die
And continuously haunted in fear
A person whose habits brought nothing but shame
And a heart of crumbled dust
A person who hates what he became
And who nobody can ever trust
Someone who is shot down by his own hidden gun
And kept down by self-inflicted pain
A person who is in need of someone
To save him from this self-dug grave
nope i didnt die im still livin i just thought i should check out the site see how much its changed and to my suprise not much at all this is probably the last time ill be on like ever i might get on from time to time but idk i do alot with life now im not the boring emo kid i was before im more actualy gothic now but i get outside alot shit has gone down thats been my life for anyone who still even cares or remember i exsist
Mood: bleh Music: the glow of the flames - poisonblack
I'm holding a drop of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words
When I recalled each event one by one, I thought I understood everything
But the faded words were right by my side
Nights when I can't find an answer, and a single drop of warmth, and my longing for something far away
I'm spending my whole life just repeating those things over and over
I'm holding drops of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words
I want to grab all the things you love in my hand, never letting them cool down
While we, as people, are unable to share that feeling
The meaning your words release, an unquestionable love, a feeling that has no answers
If only we could convery all that just by looking at each other
I'm holding drops of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words
They won't want you for who you are
So you should step outside your skin
Something tells me, that we were meant to be
But how can that be?
You run on evil, I run on fumes and stale air,
when she came out , she brought her anger, she left her sympathy
Behind the walls she built for me
So we start spinning
You wouldn't want to let us go easy
Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
You wouldn't want to let him down easy
Or he just might become the promise
I want you for who you are
So you can stay inside your skin
Ohhhh something tells me love isn't enough
But how can that be?
You're not so evil, I'm not so good
Crazy or mean, so we start spinning
You wouldn't want to let us go easy
Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
You wouldn't want to let him down easy
Or he just might be come the threat
She's so dramatic shes says I'm leaving, is that a promise or a threat?
So we start spinning
You wouldn't want to let us go easy
Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
You wouldn't want to let him down easy
Or he just might become, the one you want
I am the voice you'll never get
I am the one
I am the promise and the threat.
