Baby, you have just been hacked! xD So many events have passed by, like your birthday and our 8 month, an I never really got the chance to write u a note about it. I wanna tell you Happy Birthday and Happy 8 months and tell you that I love you very much. I'm sorry for our situation that happened this past weekend. I would never hurt you like that again. I love you more than anything in this world and want to be with you for a long time. I'm very happy u decided to keep wearing the promise ring. I wear mine everyday, 24/7, no matter what. I'm sooooooo excited to see you this weekend an to spend the night with you. Then we can cuddle and spend time together :3 I'll see you later babe. Txt me and call me tonight. I miss you so much! <3
i went to kfc almost an hour ago to get food, fucking kid tries to get my attention I look over he said " you loook like a girl" I respond with I am a girl he starts laughing I tell didn't your parents teach you any kameez his dads congradulating him n called ne a fag they were laughing about it the entire time I'm waiting for my food I yell for them.to shut the fuck up and karmas a bitch even onve I left they were pointing and laughing at me
Mood: completely pissed off ans upset Music: we're from america - marilyn manson
Guess what!!!??? Sydnee, I love you!!!!! <333333 I hope you have a good day tomorrow, and i'm happy i got to spend time with u today:3 Ur the best gf ever and u mean the world to me. Ur amazing (: <37/6/12<3
I just want to say that I love you. I know we've been through a lot of stressful issues lately, but no matter what, we always get through it. It was definitely tough this past time, and I want to apologize for ever hurting u. (btw, i was not unphased). Anyway, I hope you know that you are my everything, and I'll never leave you ever again.
I went down to the lowest point I thought I possibly could.
Seriously a nasty place to be.
I thought I was never to recover,
Never to live again,
Never to experience the same Earth that I once did when I was a child
Never be happy again.
I thought I was going to spend the rest of my days content with some pitiful existence where I accomplished nothing.
Where I had failed everyone.
Where I was alone, or sleeping around, or God knows what.
But someone gave me a chance.
Actually quite a few people gave me a chance.
They gave me a chance by giving me a scholarship simply because they thought I could be worth something, not even for the work I had previously done.
They gave me a chance by waiving that civil involvement.
They gave me a chance that shredded that paper that could have ruined my dreams.
They gave me a chance by telling me to go
By giving me a purpose
By giving me a goal to attain
By hiring me
By handing me a whole world of opportunity and sitting back saying "Now go do something with it."
I never thought I'd be this happy with life again.
Look at me now.
Look at all this fortune I've been given.
Look at the exhaustion in my eyes
The perpetual cold I can't seem to shake
The soreness of my body
My lack of social life
And look at how my smile makes all of it worth it.
All this hard work
All this focus
It's never been more worth it
Never more rewarding than it is now
When all of the people who see you, watch you, talk with you
Are expressing their pride for you
Are telling you that you are somebody
Are introducing you not as who you are, but who you will be.
"This is my aide, Brie. She's going to be a flight nurse one day."
"She's going to be an Air Force nurse."
"This kid's gonna be big."
"Trust me, you'll make it."
And never have I felt like I had the ability to fill them all, even strangers, with more pride than ever before.
Never have I felt more like I was somebody.
Six months ago, I was about as low as I could possibly be.
Now I have straight A's in college
Am of excellent physical condition
Pass every inspection without so much as one mark against me
Have a job I love caring for people I love
In a relationship that's finally going somewhere
Surrounded by friends, family and a world that only seeks to encourage me
I have never felt so incredible in my life.
One day I'm going to be somebody to be proud of, if I'm not already.
