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JRX69
Ughhhh!
January 17, 2015, 04:05:am
It's been forever since I've logged in! Ugh catching up with school and myself! Getting my life back together again! Been depressed and oh so lonely but I'm feeling better! Jake, if you read this please message me. I need to talk to you!

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VinobiaKnox
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January 02, 2015, 01:08:pm
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Seemingly_Harmless
I'm an old man
January 01, 2015, 02:03:am
Happy birthday to me celebrate

Mood: ~
Music: ~~

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sykofreek

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I'm an old man
January 01, 2015, 10:13:pm
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Happy B day! ;-)

UnSuspecting_Evil

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I'm an old man
January 02, 2015, 03:35:pm
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Happy Birthday!

StormShadow13

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I'm an old man
January 04, 2015, 12:49:pm
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Happy birthday!! :-D its a bit late, but better late than never.

StormShadow13

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I'm an old man
January 04, 2015, 12:49:pm
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Happy birthday!! :-D its a bit late, but better late than never.

leatherlonghair

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I'm an old man
January 06, 2015, 08:10:am
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You are NOT old!!

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xBlackened_Hardcorex
Smile again.
December 17, 2014, 12:02:am
Sometimes...
It might be to late to make that one change for that one person
So you gotta change yourself and be ready for the next one
Keep your head up

You said you wouldn't give up on us just a week ago
Now your heart beat is beating slow below freezing cold
And I'm left out in the dark, in the freezing snow
I have a leaking soul
And my car no speed control
Going 120 on the freeway getting drunk screaming no
Swerving, switching lanes, blurry vision, beeping hoes
Tears falling down my cheeks like a leaky hose
My friends told me to move on what the freak they know
Flashbacks of me and you when we first met
I'm crying as I'm writing this, babe cause it hurts bad
I said to myself she deserves best
I'ma give everything she deserves, yes
But i fell short in the process
And now i can't process the outcome of my nonsense
I caused problems like 9 kids in detention
Didn't think she'd leave
I could have prevented the situation by being a little more respective
God dam i didn't intend to cause harm to her ment-a-lly i wasn't meant to be this with with you
Now i sit and grieve for the things i did to you
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breath
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna see anybody, I'm a misery
I'm stressed, I feel lost and i don't know whats next for me I'm depressed

Just wake me up when there's no rain drops
When the clouds are gone and the pain stops
When the suns shining and i can smile again
I can finally can smile again till the day
I pray the day I can smile again

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JRX69
Hello everyone!!!!
December 14, 2014, 12:06:am
HI EVERYONE!!! IAM SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN ACTIVE LATELY DUE TO THE FACT THAT IM BUSY WITH BUSINESS AND SCHOOL!!! (FINALS WEEK IS COMING UP!!) SO IF YOU'VE MESSAGED ME OR COMMENTED OR SOMETHING, IAM SORRY BUT I MIGHT NOT SEE IT TONIGHT! XOXO

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DnB-SpeedFreak

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Hello everyone!!!!
December 14, 2014, 12:45:am
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sirDeshiell
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November 28, 2014, 03:49:pm
if you want to feel alive let my lips help you with that.
if you want to feel loved let my arms hold you all night.
if you want to feel pain let it be from us being separated.
and if you must feel allow don't because I will love you even after I fall.

Mood: ok

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sirDeshiell
September 30, 2014, 10:36:pm
a man who knows nothing specks when a man who knows much does not.
this has begun to get worse and worse over the years and the problem being
social networks. where ignorant people fight, talk of things they have no idea.

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raven_baby827
broken hearted </3
September 30, 2014, 04:55:pm
Remember the day we first spent together, the day you first seen me...all I remember is every second we spent together, every second we talked on the phone, every second it hurts me not having you every second of ever day. I looked at your picture today and my heart broke a little more. I wasn't ready for are love to be so strong. a love that can be miles away but at night looking in the sky i see were only a moon away, even though I know this is hard, i have been believing in us sense you turned around for me. Today was one of those days where everything reminded me of you and now I can't stop crying. what am i talking about every day everything reminds me of you. idk what i would do in my life if i didn't know you were here to catch me when i fall. i will always no matter what be here for you, im your everything forever and always. i wish I could see you or talk to you every second. My eyes hurts because I can't see you, my lips are cold because I can't kiss you, my arms are empty because I can't hold you, I can't wait to see you. When my heart beats for you, its amazing. When my heart skips a beat for you, its breathtaking. i can't see you as often as I'd like, I can't hold you in my arms at night. But I know that it's true no matter what happens, I will always love you...



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sirDeshiell
so
September 28, 2014, 02:43:am
Ok so Virtual reality is finely at its true beginning with its optics as oculus rift and controller as EPOC but the body aspect as Araig but Araig was a bit clunky because they tried to add a sound system and it failed in the end but there is 3rd space gaming vest witch is like Araig just not as nic looking but we are only at the begging of VR so will see where it go's in time.

But with shows like sword art online, log horizon, and the Meany just like them that came before along with first person shooters and online gamers all wanting VR its just a matter of time tell it gets better and brings the new console war which will be a pain but help push the VR tech further faster do to fighting for the consumer.

just a mater of time.

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raven_baby827
confused in my words.
September 25, 2014, 05:50:pm
i am jealous every second of every day, its not because i don't trust you but its because i feel left in the dark.

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raven_baby827
life's a change, and your the beginning of it...
September 18, 2014, 04:56:pm
If I ever push you away, I don't really mean to. i am so afraid of saying the wrong thing i say nothing at all. When I tell you I don't want to talk about it, I do. I am just looking for the right words. Give me a minute, and if I can tell you, I will. I try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. i am so afraid to show people the real me. i show them who they want me to be instead. When I get really quiet, it is because I have too much to say. I have thought of too many things to tell you all at once, and I don't know what to say first. I get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. I miss you really easily, but I also like that we can be apart and we are both okay. Space is good. I love the way we love some of the same things, and I love how we love entirely different things. My head is a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled of nostalgia for the past, and somehow, the future. I am flawed and I am human and I am broken and I am trying. And I am one person and I am two hands and one heart. And I love you. I am so glad you're here. And i am so glad i can call you mine. You are truly my other half forever and always!<3

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xBlackened_Hardcorex
Never Meant To Be.
August 18, 2014, 04:52:am
Though we are unhappy together,
miserable when apart,
and they say that love is blind,
well we must of met in the dark,
cause I loved you from the start,
and even though my brain kept saying no
and i still follow my heart.
there is nothing that I regret,
it really makes me upset
that we couldn't just make it work
and i know it's for all for the best
but there's still a spot in my chest
weakening with every breath
with thought of you moving on when I thought we could re-connect.
cause when I think of the past
and everything that we had,
i don't know how it got to the point of being this bad
and then there was times that we were mad
and I mean every couple would clash
but the way that we did is just something I couldn't grasp
or was it cause we were too alike?
constantly in the fight?
and no matter who was wrong,
we would try to prove who was right.
looking from the outside it was such a beautiful sight
but me and you will never be,
i still think of it every night.



No matter how much of this time has past,
I still got love for you that just won't pass.
no matter how much we both want to,
you're so wrong for me, I'm so wrong for you.

Used to think we were invincible,
breaking up's the unthinkable
we would hit the sheets and all of our problems became invisible,
i don't get why i'm missing you...
Its almost like as long as its with you i'd be happier being miserable
All I know this pain is the only thing that remains.
and no matter how much I change,
it still could never be the same,
it's kinda hard to explain,
why I'm feeling so strange,
because with or without you i find a way to complain.
it's a shame it's jealous love,
I'm an addict and you're a drug,
and im acting like it ain't tough
but i've had it i'm going nuts,
and all i think of is us,
and everything that we've been through ain't no way that we could trust,
was it passion or was it lust?
that had us thinking that it was something that we needed
when neither just wasn't enough...

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JRX69
blogspot
August 10, 2014, 04:36:am
anyone on blogspot?? no?
ok.. e.e

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