HI EVERYONE!!! IAM SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN ACTIVE LATELY DUE TO THE FACT THAT IM BUSY WITH BUSINESS AND SCHOOL!!! (FINALS WEEK IS COMING UP!!) SO IF YOU'VE MESSAGED ME OR COMMENTED OR SOMETHING, IAM SORRY BUT I MIGHT NOT SEE IT TONIGHT! XOXO
if you want to feel alive let my lips help you with that.
if you want to feel loved let my arms hold you all night.
if you want to feel pain let it be from us being separated.
and if you must feel allow don't because I will love you even after I fall.
a man who knows nothing specks when a man who knows much does not.
this has begun to get worse and worse over the years and the problem being
social networks. where ignorant people fight, talk of things they have no idea.
Remember the day we first spent together, the day you first seen me...all I remember is every second we spent together, every second we talked on the phone, every second it hurts me not having you every second of ever day. I looked at your picture today and my heart broke a little more. I wasn't ready for are love to be so strong. a love that can be miles away but at night looking in the sky i see were only a moon away, even though I know this is hard, i have been believing in us sense you turned around for me. Today was one of those days where everything reminded me of you and now I can't stop crying. what am i talking about every day everything reminds me of you. idk what i would do in my life if i didn't know you were here to catch me when i fall. i will always no matter what be here for you, im your everything forever and always. i wish I could see you or talk to you every second. My eyes hurts because I can't see you, my lips are cold because I can't kiss you, my arms are empty because I can't hold you, I can't wait to see you. When my heart beats for you, its amazing. When my heart skips a beat for you, its breathtaking. i can't see you as often as I'd like, I can't hold you in my arms at night. But I know that it's true no matter what happens, I will always love you...
Ok so Virtual reality is finely at its true beginning with its optics as oculus rift and controller as EPOC but the body aspect as Araig but Araig was a bit clunky because they tried to add a sound system and it failed in the end but there is 3rd space gaming vest witch is like Araig just not as nic looking but we are only at the begging of VR so will see where it go's in time.
But with shows like sword art online, log horizon, and the Meany just like them that came before along with first person shooters and online gamers all wanting VR its just a matter of time tell it gets better and brings the new console war which will be a pain but help push the VR tech further faster do to fighting for the consumer.
If I ever push you away, I don't really mean to. i am so afraid of saying the wrong thing i say nothing at all. When I tell you I don't want to talk about it, I do. I am just looking for the right words. Give me a minute, and if I can tell you, I will. I try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. i am so afraid to show people the real me. i show them who they want me to be instead. When I get really quiet, it is because I have too much to say. I have thought of too many things to tell you all at once, and I don't know what to say first. I get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. I miss you really easily, but I also like that we can be apart and we are both okay. Space is good. I love the way we love some of the same things, and I love how we love entirely different things. My head is a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled of nostalgia for the past, and somehow, the future. I am flawed and I am human and I am broken and I am trying. And I am one person and I am two hands and one heart. And I love you. I am so glad you're here. And i am so glad i can call you mine. You are truly my other half forever and always!<3
My friend told me I need to loosen up, told me I should obviously definitely 100% be friends with every single person who wants to be friends with me, and told me I need to stop taking things so seriously. im not that fun loving girl i use to be with that drink in my hand acting like it dont matter. well so this girls taken.
I think this girl just jumbled a bunch of words together and tried to sounds intelligent or like they knew me or knew what they were talking about but it just sounded really stupid. they dont know half the stuff that goes on in my head.
my life, my story, my jerk of a friend, its all about my fucking life..