Since my mother has been gone. She passed away Monday,May 13, between 3:00 and 5:00 that morning. An autopsy has confirmed it was from a heart attack and I still cannot believe she is dead
A wake was done on Thursday, the funeral was Friday and during the weekend family has sent me some family pictures of her I didn't have and presents for me. I am still very upset about all of this and especially very sad that she had to go so soon since she was only 42.I loved her so much but for many years she has been in a lot of pain (had a lot of medical problems along with being crippled) so I atleast know that she is now in a better place and is no longer in pain. I'm trying to be strong and I'm sure it will be easier to deal with in time though. Just thought I should let you all know.
Mood: Trying to hold on to reality Music: Painting the white to grey - Chimaira
Death.. Is a dark.. And cold creature.. It comes in the night silent and mysterious.. Death.. Such a sly tricky creature.. It deceives you.. And has you welcome it in.. Doesn't seem like a harmful creature.. it covers up like a wolf in sheepskin.. It looks nice,fun,and cool.. Oh what a sneaky creature death is.. So cunning it can be.. Why when you let death enter your home you open your home.. To evil and hatred.. Oh why it looks as cute as a kitten and as friendly as a child.. But as soon as you tease deaths flames.. You come fond of it.. And then you tease it a little more.. Soon it will look like a lollypop.. So colorful.. And delicious.. But once you take a bite of death.. You will crave for more and more.. And once you had a mouthful.. Soon you want a plateful.. Oh what a wonderful thing death.. Is.. But wait until.. It has been quenched and it is done.. With the games.. Just wait and see.. It will start to reveal it's true identity.. And once you see and taste the truth.. You hate it.. But it's to late.. Your already consumed...
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My condolences man. I wish you the best. I understand it will be harder since she is in another country. But if you ever need anyone to talk to for any reason you can contact me. Your like a brother to me but even closer. I hope you hold up as well as you can. Remember to eat, try to sleep when you can, and do your best not to close off.
Thank you very much but don't you think that perhaps that's too generic for a comment?
It's not that I don't like or appreciate when people do it, but man I wish more people that viewed me would bother to read my profile and/or actually get to know me instead of just a compliment and a rate The reason I came to this site was to make friends and talk to people, not flattery (though it is nice )
Do I not look friendly enough or something? Huh? Is that it?
Now excuse me whilst I fold my arms in a slightly frustrated manner.