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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 17, 2013, 10:18:pm





There's a question mark in the place of a spark
That used to be an answer
Aiming straight for the heart he missed his mark and
The arrow turned to cancer, no no

Now you get so high that you still can't fly
And you wonder if you're really where you want to be
'Cause the sun don't rise if you close your eyes
And you're sinking low, I thought you'd like to know
Like me, you're drowning in a daydream

There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed

There's a snake up in the tree
Only hearing what he sees
But the years go by and you don't know why
Did you take it all for granted?

Now you get so low that you can't say no
And you wonder if you're really where you want to be
'Cause the tide does rise and it's no surprise
That it washes you away, now you're far from home
Like me, you're drowning in a daydream

There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed

There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed


Read more: CORROSION OF CONFORMITY - DROWNING IN A DAYDREAM LYRICS

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 14, 2013, 08:36:pm
Well ._. today i am going to edit my...friends list.

._. and clear out all the people that don't get online anymore. Y

and i have also decided to delete people that don't talk to me.




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Porcelain_Xenobia

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May 15, 2013, 01:42:am
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B-but...WHAT ABOUT ME!? -chibi cry-

SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE

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May 15, 2013, 01:43:am
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Psh you know i'd never delete you.
SundavarFreohr
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May 15, 2013, 09:35:am
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I'd rather you not delete me. I love reading your journals and i've even talked to you before
ImaFluffyCloud
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May 15, 2013, 05:36:pm
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I love reading your journals... but im really bad at starting up a conversation. ;-;

xDemon_of_Oblivionx

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May 16, 2013, 02:58:pm
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I have a lot going on I havent really talked to anyone

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 13, 2013, 05:49:am
I was going to go to bed but i got distracted <3 i swear i find the best music in the middle of the night

fucking love this song gooby



Who's your mother, Who's your mother here boy
Who's your mother, Who's your mommy dear.
Who's your father, Who's your father here boy
Who's your father, Who's your daddy dear.

Silently screaming
Where everyone knows.
Daddy's always watchin'
Where everyone - everywhere I go.

I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary

I know every--
I see everything boy
I told you not to wonder in my shoes
All the boys and girls they wanna know you boy
All the girls they wanna be like you

Familys little secret
But mother never knew
Every fathers dream boy
Every mothers nightmare too

I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary

No more little secrets
Now Marys on her own
Daddys got a new boy
Little brother ten years old

I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary

I don't wanna be a freak show freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary

I just wanna be
I just wanna be
Mary
Mary

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 13, 2013, 03:41:am
well i can't sleep so fuck it. I'm going to eat ice cream and find a horror movie to watch... ._. something with sex and violence. Yea thats what i need sex and violence

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PadarasMirties

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May 13, 2013, 03:44:am
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Sounds awesome nod

SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE

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May 13, 2013, 03:47:am
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._. i need someone to watch it with.

Angel0fDarknezz

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May 13, 2013, 05:36:am
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Uh huh "watch" with you Surrreeee :-p

Darkestwishes

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May 15, 2013, 09:24:pm
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teehee Great!!

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 08, 2013, 12:31:am




Just for one night, can we pretend that this is normal?
Just for tonight, can we pretend that nothing’s wrong?
Can we forget that we are tired and broken?
Tonight can we act like we’re still strong?

Just for one night, can we pretend the worst is over?
Just for tonight, can we allow ourselves to breathe?
Can we let die the flames that burn around us?
Tonight can we live without disease?

If we question our impermanence
We may not live forever
But if the sun comes up tomorrow
Why should we hope for better?

Just for one night, can we pretend that we are happy?
Just for tonight, can we leave behind our grief?
Can we ignore the storm clouds in the distance?
Tonight can we rely on our belief?

Just for one night, can we laugh at our misfortune?
Just for tonight, can we sing away the fear?
Can we let go of everything that we’ve lost?
Tonight can we hold the future near?

If we question our impermanence
We may not live forever
But if the sun comes up tomorrow
Why should we hope for better?

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 07, 2013, 02:07:pm



Place by place
I'm leaving
Not looking back
Nothing to see
Nowhere I've been

Taste by taste
I'm chewing
An empty mouth
A useless hole
Where a voice used to be

Hate by hate, confusing
All I am
With what I'm not
With what I am

Face by face
I'm losing everyone
A useless heart
Where love used to be

I might be forgiven
I might be forgotten
For what I've done
And left undone

And left undone...

Mood: confused..undone
Music: mindless faith

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 07, 2013, 01:52:am


smug Goodnight vf.

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
hahaha....
May 06, 2013, 12:47:am


This makes me laugh..but the other day my cousin was talking about her neighbor..she describes him as looking like the guy that crawled out of the toilet in the hills have eyes 2..by this time i was giggling like a little school girl..she then told me a little story about mr. hills have eyes. she told me it was late at night around 2 in the morning.. and she heard a noise, she went to go see what it was. It was mr. hills have eyes watching porn and she knew this because she could see the flat screen tv through the window and the creepy fucker looks at her and doesn't say anything..he just stares..by now im laughing so hard i thought i was going to pee myself. The way she told me and the look on her face was so priceless and i actually saw him last weekend when we were celebrating my little cousins 1st birthday...that guy really does look like the guy in the movie that crawled out of the toilet in hills have eyes 2....

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Darkestwishes

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hahaha....
May 06, 2013, 01:47:pm
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lol:-D creepy but very funny!!

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
haha
May 05, 2013, 06:55:pm
My little brother is such a creeper rofl This is terrible. ._.

But be nice about what you comment on this journal after all he is my little brother.

Joshua S.: so mean haha o well i jsut wnat to mee ta beautiful girl like you

ashlie hultquist: please dont do tht yet haha you barely know me

Joshua S. : then tell me about your self lmao idk why ims staying up to talk to you :0

ashlie hultquist: i might have to get off randomly btw

Joshua S.: i dont mind :-)

ashlie hultquist: otay

Joshua S.: as long as i get to talk to you daily im fine cause you made my night

ashlie hultquist: haha okay

Joshua S.: okay bye

ashlie hultquist: ?

Joshua S.: bye lmao i deleted you on here to :-)

Joshua S.: by bye

Joshua S.: omg your so boring im gonna delete you
ashlie hultquist: okay

Joshua S.: stfu

ashlie hultquist: wtf.

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Angel0fDarknezz

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haha
May 05, 2013, 11:14:pm
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Maybe after she said "haha okay" he felt she was rejecting him cause laughed And so he got offended and acted out? Idk...confused but that's what i get out of it

--SARAHtheImproved--

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haha
May 05, 2013, 11:33:pm
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Wait what?

MySilentCries8

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haha
May 07, 2013, 01:33:pm
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Angel0fDarknezz: you're so totally confusing me of what you said. .- --SARAHtheImproved--: Yeah that's what I say. o.o

SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE

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haha
May 07, 2013, 01:34:pm
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I understand the whole conversation, i had girls talk to me the way my little brother was talking to that girl.

Angel0fDarknezz

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haha
May 07, 2013, 02:18:pm
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Well...i totally left out a word. probably didn't help lol I meant, sometimes when a girl laughs at a guy when he's trying to be serious, the guy can take it the wrong And get upset...could've happened in this situation. Hope that makes more sense now

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 05, 2013, 01:23:am


I thought the future held
A perfect place for us
That together we would learn to be
the best that we could be
In my naivety I ran
I fell and lost my way
Somehow I always end up falling over me

And one day
I woke to find
The future had no place
For me
I was unwanted in a world
That with my hands I helped build
Where once was honesty and pride
I now stand broken and alone
Just a shadow
Of what I was meant to be

They say that "Time will heal"
"The truth shall set us free"
Well that depends
On what it is
That you choose to believe
In this prison made of lies
We see what it is we want to see
And find comfort in this
Broken hall of dreams

Does anybody feel
The way I do?
Is there anybody out there?
Are you hearing me?

I believe in you
Will you believe in me?
Or am I alone
In this hall of dreams?

I believe in you
You believe in me
But I have no trust
In anything
Somehow I'm always
Always falling over me

Somehow I'm always
I'm always falling over me

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 05, 2013, 12:03:am


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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 04, 2013, 03:16:am
goodnight.




I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all

The feeling sometimes wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belong
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand, please don't cry now

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you, please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you

Being like you are, well, this is something else
Who would comprehend? But some that do lay claim
Divine purpose blesses them, that's not what I believe
And it doesn't matter anyway

A part of your soul ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last but I'm still not sure
But what I do know is to us the world is different
As we are to the world, I guess you would know that

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you, please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you, please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion always trying to change you

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you, please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion, trying to change you

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you, please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion always trying to change you

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 04, 2013, 12:40:am
New pictures ._.

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 03, 2013, 01:14:am


Goodnight.

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SiegHeilevna

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May 03, 2013, 03:19:pm
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heart love them...

SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE

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May 03, 2013, 03:41:pm
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I do too :-)

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SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE
May 02, 2013, 01:30:am
Person: I'd fuck you.

Me: I'd fuck me.


Yea that happened..
and it made me think..
and laugh..
you all know what comes next...








dance rofl >_>

Goodnight everyone >_>

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teeththatmaybite

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May 02, 2013, 02:37:am
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clerks 2 lol :-D

Nekron666

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May 02, 2013, 12:53:pm
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I remember seeing Clerks 2 in theaters and the moment Silent Bob turns the song on, everybody starts laughing

SCREAM-4UR-lLIFE

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May 02, 2013, 12:55:pm
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Yea its one of my favorite parts in the movie XD

Nekron666

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May 10, 2013, 07:44:am
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Especially later when Dante comes out and his fiance is like "Is this what you wanted me to see"

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