A lot has changed in my world, and a lot has happened. This isn't the epic rant about why I've been struggling - this is all the good things that have happened to me in the last couple of months (:
I CHANGED MY HAIR (again)!
I needed a change - so now I have a side fringe, side parting, went darker and I lost three inches off the end!! It has boosted my confidence, which I needed, and I just feel happier with myself (:
BIGGEST PHOTOGRAPHY PROJECT OF MY LIFE!
Myself and five other members of my course were given a studio for three days and were told we could create anything we wanted. BUT WE COULDN'T EDIT IT AFTER WE TOOK THE PHOTO! Which means it all had to be done by lighting, setting the studio up and in camera. So we created the below image.
The set itself contained the two working neon lightings in the ceiling that we hung from beams. A pool of water we made using wood, a staple gun and a pond liner. There are then gold curtains which he shaped using chicken wire and the drops in the water were make by throwing stones. That is not including the 13 lights it took to light this bad boy to get that white out effect from the water to the background to the ceiling.
It might have been the hardest project of my life but to say that the below image is unedited, how it is in camera and all the skills I learned in creating a photograph like this... It was worth the exhaustion and break downs
I HAVE BEEN MODELLING AND MY WEIGHT IS UNDER CONTROL!
I am officially a size ten again! YEYEYEYEYEY!! I've been trying to walk a lot more and doing pilates in my bedroom. Also just been careful which what I've been eating and making sure to keep my weight where I wanted. And from this has come a lot more modelling! I canne share most of the photos because I have officially become the go-to girl for nude modelling, but I love it. Really enjoy working with the other photographers and come on... We all know I enjoy modelling
AND DON'T WORRY! THIS IS CENSORED SO YOU CANNE SEE ANY WOMAN PARTS!
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW!
This is the most shocking out of everything that has happened and the one that has completely blind sided me. He is called Josh and is a first year photography student - and is fucking perfect. We've been talking since the summer and I've always found him beautiful but never considered him as a potential boyfriend.
That was until he took my hand in the cinema when we went to the 50th Doctor Who Anniversary showing.
I can honestly say I have never felt like this or this strongly about anyone before in my life. Not this soon. It has been two weeks and they've been the best two weeks since I've been at university. I'm not using the "L" word just yet, but I'm crazy about him and he is crazy about me and if I could put everything I wanted into a boyfriend it would be him.
1st of all : your hair is gorgeous!!2nd of all : OMG Why do you live so far way! I want to have a shoot with you on that lovely set!? It looks amazing! It's just crazy you guys managed to get this done!IT'S MODEL PARADISE ! I WANT TO LIVE THERE.3th : You are an amazing model and will always be! And last but not least : I'm so happy for you! He looks awesome!
This one guy kept bugging me to create a skype so I actually went to the site and saw somewhere that you had to pay for it if you were calling somebody's phone, but that it's free to do webcams. It bothered me because I wasn't sure if this person was going to contact me with his phone. I don't know if this is actually how skype works once you make one, but if this is the case, then I really don't want one.
It's free if you just do it webcam to webcam or use chat, there's an option to sign up if you want to call people's phones with it, but you don't have to enter any credit card details just to have the basic account. In any case, this bugs me too, I only ever use skype to chat to people I've known years, creepers don't stand a chance, it gets tiresome but that's VF!
I know I haven't been on here for a while, and I've been out of the studio for a few weeks. I've been SUPER FUCKING BUSY. Like no joke. I've been working and saving up for several investments, and I am starting a business.
I've spent 95% of my free time planning, making spreadsheets, managing money, opening accounts, accounting, and so on. Lots of work goes into this, and I want to do it right, and prepare as much as possible for different scenarios regarding the business.
Please bear with me, I will be on here when I can. I just want you all to understand why I haven't been on as much lately. As soon as everything is straightened out with the new business things I'll be on here a lot more.