People use and abuse you. That's life, its a gamble and rough.
But for every person that yanks your chain, there's the people that will pick you back up. And if you don't have that person, be them. Your stronger than what you think.
You are better than those that hurt you. You were the one to have a big heart and to love and care.
They were the ones too stupid to know what to do with it.
Time heals wounds. Vent, and breathe, and go on to better things.
The time that was lost, was a lesson gained. It fucked you up so of course your going to hurt bad.
Curse there name, curse the sky, curse out the sun, and every butterfly. Its okay, your feelings are valid, love lost and never returned is a painful thing.
You'll make peace with it. You'll forget the meaning of there name. Other memories will take there place. When you look back it will be just a lesson, and you'll be smarter for it.
Dry your eyes, stitch you heart back up. And when it gets to you, and you ask why? Just remember that some people are fucked up losers, and 'its your loss not mine'
Hiii :3
This is Erik's girlfriend again. I got bored because my baby is still at work :c But anyways,this guy is my everything and I don't know what I'd do without him.He makes me smile and laugh,he's sweet and just so damn adorable.He's mine and will always be mine.I could never let someone like him slip right through my fingers. You're perfect,baby and I hope you know that. We're gonna last,okay? You're mine and I'm all yours. You're the best boyfriend ever :3 <3 I'm such a lucky girl c:
Go to sleep and close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
They tore their wings against a thorn
You know the pain they have endured
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of the blood trickling down
And wake up just before you drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As you bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby
You're almost dead
You don't have a pulse
And your pillow is red
Your family hates you
Your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife
Cause it's all that you need
Rockabye baby
You're broken and scarred
You didn't know life
Would be this hard
Time to end the
Pain you hide so well
And down will come baby
Straight back to Hell
My life is like a fire....
at time it's blazing.....
sometimes it's about to die...
everybody wants eternal life.....
tis a fantasy...
nobody seems to get it right....
Okay i couldn't even sleep until I vented a little, so here goes. First is this, which my bro sent me (thanks Alex Barbuto) http://io9.com/star-trek-into-darkness-the-spoiler-faq-508927844 This is pretty spot on, but I still have to wave my finger and say "Hold on a minute..." Alright I enjoyed this movie, I did. And let me say I purposefully avoided spoilers for MONTHS in order to enjoy this movie to the fullest. I kept up my side of the bargain, but man Mr. Abrams, I think you faltered a bit. Its hard to even sequence my grievances, so I'm just going stream of consciousness here. I dig the nod to the ancient astronaut theory, that was pretty slick. And Peter Weller needs to be in more movies, especially as a bad guy. So they go to Kronos, and Im excited to see Klingons. But was that shattered planetoid a nod to Praxis? Im thinking so. As in the link I posted, all these changes are Eric Bana's fault. So alright, I can forgive the nod to Undiscovered country (not only the destroyed klingon moon but Sulu in the captains chair) But when I saw the actual klingons I had a WTF moment. Look, as we all know, klingons have done reconstructive surgery (its mother fucking canon people) But these klingons were a bit much. Even worse were the failing to see Bat'leths without being blurred and in frame for a second or two tops. SHAME ON YOU JJ. This is what happens when you let someone who wasn't a fan of the original show or its spinoffs fuck around and now retcon the series. Alright, the Big deal (and stop reading this if you don't want a spoiler) is that its Khan. Walking into the theater I saw they had it labeled Star Trek 2 which I scoffed derisively at thinking "the only Star Trek II is Wrath of Khan" Well fuck mister Abrams, really? Is the third movie going to feature Christopher Lloyd screaming "GET OUT! GET OUT OF THERE!" (on second thought i would be ok with that) Look, I'm sorry but unless genetic tampering made a Punjabi Sikh look like Hitler's wet dream, I'm not buying it. Was Kal Penn not available? Because John Cho fucking obviously was. I really could go on and on, but I will end with two things. One, Chekhov could beam a falling Kirk and Sulu back in the first movie but I'll be damned if he could beam up a fighting Spock and Khan. And Secondly, Khan needed to either die or get away. Becoming a meat popsicle is so fucking beneath the immensity of his character that Ricardo Montalban is spinning in his grave.
Fuck. Just, fuck.
Okay what kind of person is this, and yes I want your entire input...
Someone who constantly lying and saying this behind family's back and then get's invited to live somewhere nicer than an apartment pulls a whole ego- controlling trip. Thinks the world revolves around them and money, that if it doesn't go directly their way than it's the end of the world.....
Now I know they're special people in the world. Believe me I completely get that. What I don't get is how nil minded people are. I'm dead serious... I honestly do not understand how people can be so STUPID and think everything is there's....
I just honestly am so close to giving up hope in the world and the people in it...
