I am not a victim of cyber bullying...although some people have tried to do so lately. I think what they have wrong about me is how close I am with the people I call my family and friends. When I get offline I still have that strong support from the people that matter...anyone who tries to bring me down will only bring me closer to my lovely friends and family. Here's to all who have a piece of my heart!!! ♡
What Should a "Real" Woman's Body Look Like?
August 27, 2014, 01:34:pm
I noticed it's usually a fat woman who body-shames skinny chicks. In which case, I usually de-list them but not after pointing out that I'm skinny-average build. One of my (ex) friends I've known since high school (2008) started going on a rampage on her blog about how "Real men go for curves only dogs go for bones." So I confronted her and blocked her. Funny that, there were two other instances. Both female, and both chubby. go figure.
So I have gone through the pages of this journal and I see the idiocy is up to some big levels...Apparently you can't get to express your opinion because someone with a dictator mentality would lash out at you for it. Too bad, I missed the fun tho.Look, here's my 2 cents, out of all those models I think GlitterDebris is the best, why? Because she's combining white and red to make a beautifull shot and she does it like a boss. Does this mean every other model sucks? HELL NO, they've all worked to where they are and that's enough to have my respect.Does this mean I would get GlitterDebris in my bed just because I said she's the best? HELL NO, its not my style to do something like this, also she deserves some respect.Heck, Simone Simmons is my celebrity crush and she sings better than Justin Bieber, does this mean I want to bang her? So really, what's all this " (S)HE GETS ALL THE COMPLIMENTS AND I DON'T " bullcrap? Would I make a crapfest out of something like Phoenix calling me a retard? No, because I see that unlike a certain person here I know how to not give a shit. I was laughting so hard at that DreadMyss person who thinks she speaks on behalf of those models and thinks that having the mentality of a dictator when it comes to opinions and PREFERENCES would make this world a better place. If only racism was getting dealt with here in VF, but if that faker Andy doesn't get out because of it, neither would you, because GREED, amirite?
Since I had the time to, I browsed the VF model list. Asian Models: CarmillaJoKyrisGrothVonVampiress Please actually take the time to browse through the model list before bitching about a lack of a certain type of model. All of these sexy models ARE Asian and have been VF models for a while now.
Yesterday, my grandma's house burnt to the ground. Firefighters spent six hours trying to douse the flames, but in the end everything was gone. If any of you can donate to her, I would greatly appreciate it.
So I just got bitched-out (term used loosely) by some 15yr old kid. And about how I'm apparently too old for this site (I'm only 21) and that I should instead act my age and get a life away from this site.
Ok, kid. You're right. I'll look away from my phone for a minute and look at the life I lead.
I work a 12hr night-shift job at a factory that I actually enjoy. In a month or so I'll be working an 82hr week; most of the money I will be earning will be going towards minor things... You know, like my phone, rent, car, electricity. On my days off, I play housewife and do silly, daily tasks like cook for myself, clean up my apartment, and run errands. When I got challenged for the stupid ice bucket thing, I was the only person out of the entirely of my Facebook feed (that's a lot of people) who actually donated. On top of that, I donate regularly to other charities and the like. And at the end of the day, I still have the money, love, and time to spoil the two people I love most: my Master and Mistress. So please, tell me again that I need to get a life off this damn site. Yes, it's terrible anymore, but I've been a member since 2008; and if I haven't left by now, I don't think it's going to happen anytime soon.
So tell me, kid. What is it you do?
So I decided to take part in another signature challenge in Fusion
I really loved how this one for the Red Queen one turned out. :3
And then today I finished my Youtube challenge.
I was thinking, man this came out really cheesy, but honestly.
For those of you who watch Ro(Nerdy Nummies) you know she is cheesy to the core.
I love her because she inspires me to bake.
some people on here try too hard to come across as a troll or an outspoken twat.
honestly, just waiting to pounce on every other opinion/ comment on here just shows how much you don't have a life outside the internet.
it doesn't showcase your "intelligence" over everyone else.
it just makes it more obvious how you have nothing in your life more significant than arguing via keyboard.
Yes exactly..*rips his shirt off*you're so fucking hawt rite nao Senri-San...TAKE ME!! I haven't had anyone jump on my posts threads or journals but I've seen it happen...and I'm like really they think they are carrying on a intellectual debate or trolling someone bur just makes them look pathetic at times
The worst part is the fact the internet is one of the only ways people really interact. And if they do interact in the real world it is just sexual and partying like circumstances. :| I am still waiting to find people to go camping with, traveling.. Etc
Basically I'm having the worst week ever, as far as my health goes.
I don't want to get into details about EVERYTHING but I had to go to the ER last night and they didn't even try to figure out what was wrong with me, so my doctor is going to have me sent to this program where they can hook me up to a machine and do a study on me until they figure out why my body is attacking itself and blah blah blah
My grandma gave me shit the second I got home from the ER this morning and pretty much tried to kick me out for the millionth time.
I passed out, woke up, called my mother and cried my eyes out about my health and my living situation with my grandma.
Completely FULL MENTAL BREAKDOWN MODE and I'm hanging up the phone...and my Justin messages me.
To tell me that he got this new job my brother tried so hard to get him.
He's going to be making more per hour than he has ever made before, and he gets benefits as soon as he starts working there. He's going to be making enough money that he will be able to have ALL OF HIS DEBT paid off in a month. One month and everything is just going to be GONE AND NOT A PROBLEM ANY MORE.
AND WITHIN 5/6 MONTHS WE WILL BE ABLE TO AFFORD OUR OWN PLACE TOGETHER.
I'm so excited right now. We've wanted our own place together for so long. We both have crummy living situations that are having really bad effects on our mental health. And we only have a few months left of dealing with this crap before we can get our very own home together. Away from everything.
This is the best news I have ever received. After such a horrible night and a crappy day, this news could not have come at a better time. I'm at ease for the first time in forever. Everything from the last week is just erased in my head right now.
What a wonderful day this turned out to be. I can't contain myself right now. Too much excitement.
Justin and I were talking about owning our very own DDR machine in the future. We have a friend who has one. WE WANT ONE.but that'll be years from now hahaha first things first and that's getting the hell out of where we are
I had a stressful time when I still lived with my dad while he was dating and I was already seeing Lordbone , moving in together and eventually buying a house together was the best decision we've made ! I hope this works out for you as well <3