Photography by me.
Model: Cyber Kitten
If you'd like to see me do more shoots like this let me know by commenting or propping.
I've also shot some industrial dance videos with Cyber Kitten.
I'm only just learning basic videography & editing at this stage but click through to my Youtube channel if you want to see more, there's 7 clips so far.
Exchange names, a bit of information.
Instantly become infatuated.
Get used to being around each other.
Learn everything and anything there is to know about each other.
Time passes, "it's been a month already?!"
Life seems like it couldn't get any better.
You get "butterflies" and your chest pounds every time you speak.
You start to get even closer.
Talk all the time, tell each other everything.
Expect a long and happy future.
A day passes by, aw, no call.
"Sorry, been busy."
Same excuse gets told, every day.
Getting called by your own name. Not "baby" or "babe".
Loses interest in you, starts talking to someone new.
You've pushed all of your friends away to focus on that one person who is no longer around.
You become depressed, heartbroken, alone.
They're happy, everything's good, they've got someone new.
And where do you end up? Where they promised you'd never be.
LoL... Forgive me for laughing, but i actually found this to be abit humorous. Don't get me wrong I'm not laughing at your misfortune, it's just.... You ladies tend to fall for the most transparent assholes I've ever heard of, come now words behind a charming smile is pretty much just painted up dog shit made to look good. Sure i'll admit I'm a jerk and have a sick personality along with a very bad attitude. But atleast my words don't turn into lies that.
may not always be the easiest thing to do. In fact, it's always the hardest thing to do.
It means going out past beyond your comfort zone. It means putting aside your feelings of fatigue and getting the job done. It means to give and not expect a return. It means answering that call at whatever time of the night to help out a friend. It means to standing up to your beliefs and convictions even when you stand alone. It means to stand alone. It means to rally others for a common cause. It means to accept your faults and weaknesses with open admittance.
It means to continue and do the right thing, even when no one is watching.
my demons keep me awake at night
getting harder to fight
no end to my pain
am i a whore?
no way to ever even the score?
dye my hair blacker
always a slacker
numb and detatched
ideas half hatched
just getting by
why even try?
my life is a blur
if only that one thing didnt occur
my friends mom got me a box of pink peeps
which are like 800% ultra condensed sugar 0% anything else
and i ate them to not seem unappreciative of the gesture
planning to purge after
why i thought it was necessary to eat the entire box is still something i am trying to work out
it is like 4 hours later
and i am still suicidally nauseous
but i cannot puke
why are these things legal
why would you give these to your children
why is there not a mile-long controversy section on their wikipedia entry
ew fuck ugh
My 3rd cover feature to ever hit print and digital, April 2014 issue of Rasputin magazine with Nanushka Photography and wardrobe design, along with hair makeup stylist The Updo Guru is finally on sale!!
Full 14 page feature along with models Petra Mestric and Bebe Blue to also grace the issue