I've offically been a VF model for over a year. :3 :3
Last year I got accepted right before my birthday (which is today).
Honestly... I really didn't expect to have the experience I've had as one of the models.
I actually wanted to be one of the Vampirefreak models several years ago. Back when I was first trying out modeling I noticed the VampireFreaks models but I actually never got any response when I tried to apply.
Of course, to an extent I did feel one of my first rejections with modeling and that would be FARRRRRRR from the last... (keep in mind too this was years ago, and my experience and portolio were limited and I'm pretty sure the VF models was managed by a completely different person as well).
Regardless I kept modeling because it was simply something I wanted to do and wanted to put my effort into. I modeled for years and eventually I came to a point where I really began to push myself to get very serious about it. It's difficult for me to describe what modeling is to me... it's not really a hobby and it's not quite an actual career for me but it is very much a major part of my life that I live and breathe.
Anyway, last year in one of the model groups I was part of, someone had posted a link about Vampirefreaks seeking new models... and I saw the link and thought, Sure, I'll give it another try... I already had an account and had been using the site since I was 16 or so. But truthfully, with my last encounter of being ignored I assumed it would probably be the same case so I didn't take it too seriously.
But, it was different this time, I got accepted... and since that day I've gotten to know so many new people from interacting with the other models (and also the other members on the site in general).
I've seen new models join and former models leave... and I've seen some models whom have been actively participating since the first day I joined.
Although my current connection to the VF models is very postive I initially had my reservations.
Most model groups I've been part of are generally exploitative and I rarely get along with the members as they typically just ignore me or it's filled with 16 year old girl aspiring models who spend more time taking selfies and bitching about their home life than modeling.
Furthermore I had been really let down by the model agency I had joined that year.
And, most of all... I really don't have too many pleasant experiences with other models locally. Although I have even gone out of my way to assist some models, most have proven to be extremely self-serving and for whatever the hell reason the photographers (most) here don't mind working with their stupid asses and typically snub me.
So, yes I admit I've become a bit jaded being around other models... males or females most generally have a selfish cut-throat attitude that I want nothing to do with.
The first photos I ever shared for VF was an androgynous fashion shoot. And I was shocked to see how accepting and nice the other models were toward me. When I saw that, it was pretty much when I decided I wanted to be a serious member because I realized the models really were a diverse selection of individuals that I felt I could be part of. I had just become so accustomed to be a type of outcast even in "alternative" communities or groups that I never expected many of them to be so accepting.
I won't pretend that I know each and every model for VF (I don't) and there even might be a few whom I don't see eye to eye with or a couple may even not care for me XD but... all of that is pretty minor.
I actually have really enjoyed learning more about my fellow models and seeing many of them continuously working and doing photoshoots encourages me to always try.
And most importantly I have actually gained a few wonderful friends that I mostly likely would have never made or become as close to had I never joined with Vampirefreaks. I'm very grateful for that and I just hope I can make my experience(s) with VF in the future as valuable as it has been for me so far.
1. UNATTENDED CHILDREN!!!! Do not think that it is ok to let your 7 year old walk around with your 3 year old unattended.
2. why do you let your kids walk around with no shoes in public
I will admit that I go on walks without shoes and I have been in the car going through the drive through at McDonalds with no shoes but going to the fair with no shoes.... just no.
3. coming to a game with your 800 children and wanting each of them to have 5 turns each or until they all get big prizes
4. putting up with SASS
5. working lol
Thanks a lot suicide guy
October 20, 2014, 02:42:am
Oh my bad, I'll bitch about him stopping traffic now.Man what an asshole for stopping traffic for hours, think about all the other New Yorkers who couldn't get to their destination so they could get high.q_q
Love is when you finally notice me
Love is too blind for you to see
Love is a mountain not too high to climb
Love is the breath you take before you dive
Love is that moment you look in my eyes
Love is the different shapes of clouds in the skies
Love is when you catch me staring too long
Love is art, poetry, and mainly a song
Love is the smile you bring to my face
Love is when you make my heart race
Love is a battlefield full of us all
Love is winter, summer, spring, and fall
Love is such a beautiful feeling
Love is the times I just stare at the ceiling.
Love is endless thoughts constantly on you
Love is that moment you say I love you too
<3 <3 <3
I hated when people tried to convince me what their definition of love is. Everyone views love differently, right? I think it’s the little things. This is what I think “Love Is” By Hunter <3
Brought this vision of Jack and Sally to life with photography by CandyLust.org and Charlie Waffles Makeup Artistry, with clothing design by Sibyl Vain.
My bf modeled as Jack! As seen in Cynical Fashion magazine
I was painted head to toe blue, stockings sprayed over, with corset lace design up the legs to give it the look of rag doll stitches. Hope you enjoy!
This is one of my most memorable photo shoots by far, sharing in spirit of Halloween!