I haven't posted anything like a journal entry in years. I'm not even sure what to talk about or where to begin. I just know i'm in the mood. Perhaps i can start with how lonely i've been, maybe that's why i'm writing this. You know that old saying of feeling alone in a crowded room? I've felt like i've never really belonged anywhere my entire life. There's probably been a few moments of bliss i can recall that i did feel that acceptance, but other than that it's just an inner void i cannot fill. I feel lost right now. But when i have i ever felt found?