Emo moment... :/
When we drifted apart, I fell into a hole. It's darkness lead me to do things that I promised you I'd never do. At first, I didn't care. I wanted to do those things because you weren't around to keep me from doing them. I acted reckless. Did things I've never done before, and for a while, it felt good... It felt right... But, as I look back on things, I realize, I miss you being there. I miss you protecting me from things that were bad for me. I miss... You... But all that doesn't matter now I guess... You moved on... And I dug myself deeper in this hole. Now I sit here, looking up, waiting for something that will help me get out of this dark troublesome hole...
