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yourxasphyxiation's Journal
Starting All Over...
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I want out....
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November 17, 2008, 05:34:pm
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Of this fucking place it's boring.
I wish I lived somewhere lively and energetic
but,i'm stuck here...
Mood: joyful hm hm
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if i had one wish for tonight...
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September 28, 2008, 09:48:pm
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I would wish for peace of mind....
That's it.
There's only one way to achieve it...
Mood: really upset yet somehow calm
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update on my mood that usually changes every 3 minutes...
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September 21, 2008, 10:37:pm
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I'm better than I have been for the past almost 2 months.
Things are looking up and i'm "gluing" myself back together.
I'm a little less hostile but, I still snap out when I have the urge to.
I guess that makes me crazy and unstable...nothing new.I no longer have writer's block which I'd suffered from for about 5 months.I think I lost a friend,but I don't really care,which is ironic b/c we've been friends forever...whatever though I can't bring myself to be upset over it.I'm still with the guy who refers to that journal entry about The Day Is Coming.I miss him dearly.He's the best thing to happen since my little phase of "Detour to Hell in Reality".He completes me in some of the most unexplainable ways.He's everything in MY world and I don't think I can stand without him.My life has changed greatly and it is still changing.I'm glad I got to experience change for the better and, be able to share it with someone so special.Even though we have our moments.We get through it and carry on just fine.I just want him to know that I love him. I hope he get around to reading this one day.
I feel restored and i'm ready to see how the rest of the year is going to turn out...
I hope everything is going to be ok...
Mood: mellow...
Music: none---I do wish I had some though
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I can't believe i'm doing this....
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September 09, 2008, 08:49:pm
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What's his/her name?
let's just call him sweetface
Where is he/she right now?
home i guess
When is the last time you saw him/her?
last night...
What is your most favorite thing about him/her?
the way he talks the way he stands the way he breathes
the way he smiles the way he eats the way he sleeps the
way he loves me bitches.
How old is he/she?
sweet 16
Any kids?
oh no!!!!
How many times have you kissed him/her?
infinite amounts...
How many times have you slept together?
uh...were virgin's lmfao!
If you had to tell this person one thing what would it be?
you had me April 23rd.You got me April 28th.You loved me long enough
so keep me forever...
Has this person ever made you cry?
I hate to admit this to all those who actually read this but yes
on a regular basis for an assortment of reasons good and bad
Where do they live?
BFE!!!!
Why do you like this person?
He saved me.I give him a hard time.I do understand that but,it's all out of love.I don't like him...I love him to death
which is a big fucking difference!
Mood: mood-swingin
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