Its a Monday night, and not much to do here. I'm away from parents telling me what I can and cannot do, but I have no friends here so I'm stuck in my room listening to music with headphones on because my roommate is here, and she and I don't listen to the same type of music. Sigh. I need friends... I'm not so much of a people's person. Well face-to-face I mean. Unless I know the person quite well, but I don't here. Sigh. Mood: Bored
Lately it seems as if everything is just going downhill. College is not suppose to be filled with drama, well atleast thats what I had in mind. I feel like I only have 2 well 1 good friend here at school, the other cant say no to people so he gets treated like a doormat, the other can say no to people and I'm glad he can say no to my roommate. Just feels like she's trying to hard to be peoples friends, but then again, it can be me thinking too much into things. I think the problem is me...but see the world revolves around me, atleast my world does, and I'm not liking whats going on in my world at the moment. I cant really talk to anybody, because they either leave, or dont care. I'm just tired of hopeless nights, teary eyes, being alone at a place where theres thousands of people, just tired of everything. I'm ready to give my heart away (again, after its been cracked soo many times before) but the guy that I want to give it to, well he's not ready.
I hate that people who were my friends well "friends" dont talk to me anymore...and I know one of them is probably reading this right now...but will he/she talk to me?
I finally got to see the guy that I've been talking to for a while at a party that we went to. I was a bit nervous since I didn't know anybody, but I really wanted to see him, so I tagged along with friends. Well I got to see him, hold his hand, hold him, feel his presence, and best of all, WE KISSED!! I know this is stupid, but I loved it. Ah, lol. I'm such a girl at times. Mood: SUPER DUPER EXCITED!!!
This past week, I went to a concert...Alesana concert. Memphis May Fire, Sleeping With Sirens, Attila, A Skylit Drive, and of course Alesana. They were all great, when Attila came on stage, it got brutal! I got kicked in the head by a crowd surfer. Pretty sure I have bruises everywhere....But overall the show was insane!
Afterwards...
I met Alex Torres!!! (Guitarist in Alesana). After Alesana played, I along with other people and friends ran on stage. I hugged Dennis, Shane, Shawn, Alex, and Pat! Ah!!! I also grabbed a towel that they used. Alex's pick. And Alex signed: the towel, a water bottle that we both drank from, and my shoe. To top things off, I kissed him on the cheek twice, and he kissed me back!!!!
AHHHH
Oh, I also sang into the mic, ha! Let see what else....
Oh I got to sign Alex's hand, lol. And I gave him a bracelet. (: (obsessive fan? oh well, its understandable)
Oh and I also met the dude from A Skylit Drive. (:
Overall great weekend!
Now, just got to wait till next weekend, when I go see Pierce the Veil!!!! Hopefully I'll be the first in line. (: Mood: Insane!!! Music: PTV-Caraphenilia
