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these aint good.. but dammit im leanringXD pix i messed with November 08, 2008, 06:07:pm
pix i dicked around with :-p


tell whatcha think.. hell.. give me creative input!



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Mood: meh...
Music: Spectrum-X Slow
ok... do to recent problems.. i am putting a reminder October 29, 2008, 01:05:am
I AM HAPPILY ENGAGED!!!!

this is'nt pointed at anyone in perticuler.. but i have to put a update for those of you that are new or hav'nt logged on in a while.

there is a good reason why i put my fuckin status as "engaged"... i wonder why


and im getting pretty damn tired of feeling bad when i find out friends fall for me and i have to tell them im ENGAGED... pay attention to my journals. thats why i make'um.. to be read

and if any of my friends try to drive a wedge in between me and my fiance is going to have 1, I REPEAT! 1 warning. if you persist i am going to cut you off like a like a fugly cystangry



then there are strangers that add me saying im hott and sexxxy and they wanna hook up.. ppl.. plz.. FOR GOD"S SAKE!! read my fuckin profile!

and if you stangers keep persisting.. i will rip that fragile, candy ass, repulsive heart out... and eat itchomp


trust me... i can be a nice guyhugs or i can be cruel as helldeath


i can let you down gently and spare you... or i can be very cold, very cruel, and be very sinister about it, and crush your heart.

And to my Beloved Amanda Mechellhearts
I Love Youheartslovekiss

i am sorry that i had to make this journal so violent and cold.

but they needed to be told and warned.
im being straight up about it.






Mood: FUCKIN PISSED AT FATE
Music: Carnifex--Lie to my Face
ok... i have a joke that nearly killed sumone.. October 23, 2008, 12:19:pm
WARNING: ADVERT AHEAD...pointdown


" Salesman: hey you!


Guy without condoms: who me?

Salesman: no, the horny devil on your shoulder, ya you dumbass!

Guy without condoms: what?

Salesman: do you like to fuck?!

Guy without condoms: duh..

Salesman: want to fuck without making babies?!

Guy without condoms: duh..

Salesman: want to fuck without getting a STD?!

Guy without condoms: yes sherlock fuckin holmes!

Salesman: want to fuck sideways?!

Guy without condoms: wtf?! i guess..

Salesman: want to fuck as hard as you can without all that happening to you?!


Guy without condoms: what duh fuck you think?!

Salesman: THEN BUY TROJAN CONDOMS!! they are tear resisant, ribbed, bumpy, auto-lubricating, spermicidel, and warming sensation!

Guy without condoms: well thats good.

Salesman: they are also fire retardent, bullet proof, radiation resisent, bio-hazard safe, and protects aginst commen cold!

Guy without condoms: oooookay.....

Salesman: they can bake potatos, cut down trees, be a jack hammer, SWAT team battering ram, diamond cutter, glass etching, they pick up AM FM XM and Sirius radio, as well as satillite and Wi-Fi and phone signals, and it will always point true north!


Guy without condoms: wow... so i can always fuck sideways in the direction of true north, listen to music while making a call and surfing the web, cook a Hot Pocket, use my dick to deflect bullets AND radiation, whatch tv, kill off my unborn children with Raid ment for sperm, and not get a STD..


Salesman: Yes sir!

Guy without condoms: where can i get them?...

Salesman: well you can get them at any local store! or you can get them outta that bathtub with the green skull and questionable looking water....*a moldy tentical reaches out*


Guy without condoms: i think i'll go to the store...

Salesman: see?! if you had a Trojan man condom you could go in there no problem!!

Guy without condoms: right....."



I WANT WANT COMMENTS DAMMIT!! OR IM GOING TO STOP BEING FUNNY FOR AWHILE }=(

i dont sit here for 5-15 mins so you can right it off as irrelevent.. gettin tired of posting just to hear myself typeangrysad

Mood: humorus but aggitated that hardly anyone comments.
Music: Carnifex--Lie to my Face
how i view life.. PLZ LOOK!!! AND COMMENT! October 13, 2008, 01:48:pm

It is the shit in life that makes us what we are..

you have to choose how much it effects you... and not be a defeatist

sword blades and souls are very similer in ways...

like a sword's blade in the forge.. to make it look beautiful and awe inspiring, you must forge your rough and ugly soul with the heat, beating, and cooling of life and its trials... hit with too much anger, and you can break or damage your sword... leave it in the heat too long, it melts, leave it in th cold water too long and it becomes brittle or too hard, meaning you have to becareful how you forge you blade or more to the point.. your soul

you have to find a balance... only then can it be retrieved from the forge.. complete. dont think it wont have a few mistakes tho.. nothing is perfect, you just try to get it as close as you can






to decipher it a bit.. if you hate too much, you melt down, if your angry at everything, you hurt those around you and yourself, stay depressed too long, you can become very fragile and easy to hurt(emotianly) or you can become hard and bitter as hell...


i used to be the Bitter one..

and i know most of you are sick of hearing it... but it's been because of the love of my life, Amanda, has changed my bitterness.. now i can continue to forge my sword like soul, with balance...




did this make sence to you?     4 / 100.0%
did this not make sence to you?     0 / 0.0%
Mood: introspective
Music: Hatebreed--Defeatist
had to repost cause i am a friend =) October 12, 2008, 11:54:am
Had to repost cause i am a friend xD
Of Course I am a friend, I read all my friends journals

Do you pay attention?

I bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that don't even read this.

How about this, if this is reposted I'll leave you a picture comment.

So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention.

Copy and re-post in your own journal




Mood: playing my with my beard
Music: Slipknot--Psychosocial

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