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xXxM0rbiidD0LLyxXx's Journal
Randomness
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black stuff
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August 31, 2008, 04:30:am
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hmm..i took a punch of pills and layed down but then my mom fucking called 911 and i ended up in an ambulance..trippin..and then they fucking hooked me up to an i.v. adnthen like at the hospital they made me drink charcoal alot of it then i puked black..and they hooked me up to allt hese things an wires and took my blood WTF
WHY CANT I JUST DIE
its so much easier
and i dont matter anyways
wtf i dont like puking up charcoaland crying
and my hand hurts from th i.v.
i should be fucking dead.
Mood: .aihdfi8hf
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August 20, 2008, 06:03:am
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I can't fucking sleep
I am too fucking alone
I can't fucking do this
I FUCKING WANT DAVID AND HE'S FUCKING DEAD
Everyone just uses me
Lies
FUcks me over
What the fuck am I supposed to fucking do?!
What the fuck do you expect
I'm never good enough..
I cant FUCKING do this..
it's all fucking hopeless
everything..
ima pop some sleeping pills to make it through the night..
Mood: fuckyou
Music: Grow up and Blow away-Metric
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Grrrr
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August 11, 2008, 06:31:pm
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IM BORED
And too alone
>.
Mood: blah
Music: aborted
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Rawr
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August 08, 2008, 09:14:pm
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I got a lappytop yay.
So i can be on all the time now
Well nnot till i get wireless but when im home i will be on
so yay
unfortunately no one loves me and i still want to die
gheyy
lets shoot meeee
Mood: shakey
Music: nirvana lithium
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July
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August 04, 2008, 04:05:am
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So in July i was in the psych ward twice and it was fucking lame.
I took all my sleeping pills . but it was fun.
and then i got out of the hospital and helped my mom pack everything in her house and we moved.
and.
i just really miss David but he's dead but he's the only thing that can make me okay..
=
Idk
i feel kind of empty
and really pointless
like no one cares so what the fuck this world is fucking totally pointless anyways so i might as well ruin as much as i can of myself eh. ill have fun doing it.
Mood: miss him
Music: di.fm
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