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xXxDarklyLovexXx's Journal
And Then There Was None
Goodbye Cruel World
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Agh
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September 07, 2008, 05:09:pm
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What I don't understand is how some 'friends' can treat me.
I tend to be in everyone's business,
but that isn't my fault at all.
Everyone tends to come to me.
Then when I try to help you out, you bitch at me for knowing
everything?
I don't want to know everything.
I don't need to know everything.
I just want to help you guys out.
Last night was fucked up.
Fitting two people in my jeans and then in some of my other clothes.
Really?
That's just fucked up.
Really.
That killed my self-esteem even more then it already was.
I mean common.
Even if you didn't think it would hurt me.
Even if you didn't know I would take it that way.
I don't think it's funny.
I think it's wrong and messed the fuck up.
It just hurts.
It hurts majorly and I just wish that I was skinny enough for you.
I wish I was skinny enough for all of you.
I'm sorry I can't be.
I'm sorry that I was born like this.
I'm sorry that I have an eating disorder.
I'm sorry that I can't be like everyone wants me to be.
I'M SORRY OKAY?
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No internet
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July 10, 2008, 06:15:pm
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I will try to get online around my friends houses,
but no where near as much as I used to.
I love you all.
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FuckPretty
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June 25, 2008, 08:15:pm
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It's more then a cult. It's a family. Join. =D
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Not good.
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June 14, 2008, 12:27:am
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I'm going to hyperventilate.
I'm going to cry.
It's storming outside.
....It's childish, but I'm terrified of thunder.
It's getting closer and ubber loud.
=[[[[
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I'm sick and tired of all these BULLSHIT lies. FUCK YOU!
I don't like being ditched.
I don't like being lied to.
I don't like being bitched at.
I don't like being the responsible one.
I don't like being the third wheel.
I don't like being EVERYONES back stop.
I don't like being in love with him.
I don't like being in pain.
I don't like not having my happiness.
I don't like hearing everyone's bullshit.
I don't like being a FAKE girlfriend to someone.
I don't like being ME.
Fuck this all.
Fuck you all.
I'm sick of it.
Completely and utterly sick of it.
You want to bitch and moan, go elsewhere.
I REFUSE to listen to it.
FUCK YOU. END.O.STORY.
P.S. You know who you people are.
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=]
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April 02, 2008, 12:12:am
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Ever since... eh, Sunday I've been the happiest person ever.
I got a puppy dog.
Her name is JoJo.
Sure, I did have a breakdown the other night,
but the old owner of the dog and I talked for a
long time and JoJo helped me through it.
I feel...
A-L-I-V-E
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