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..Into Michelle's Eyes..


Boyfriend. June 30, 2011, 02:03:pm
So... my boyfriend & I have been dating the June 21st.
Did I forget to mention that he's my first REAL boyfriend?
I've dated guys before, but nothing serious nor long-term.

He is the sweetest & he actually cares for me -- which surprises me. I never thought I'd find a guy who could care for me & I would care for him in return. He actually likes spending time with me, cuddling, talking on the phone, & much more.

We have no music tastes in common, at all, & the lifestyles we live are completely different. He doesn't drink nor smoke. I do. Although we have those differences, we still somehow manage to just work.

He's also inexperienced in the sex department as well. He hadn't had sex 3 years prior to us dating -- the same as me. And he's only had sex twice in his entire life & those were 2 separate people. Same here.

And now.... haha. We had sex like 5 times within the first week of dating. I actually like it, too. That's the weirdest part of it all.

I find myself being cutesy with him -- we're constantly holding hands, arm in arm, or kissing. My friends even made fun of us doing that when we were at a party last weekend. I find us doing the things that I used to make fun of other couples for doing. But now, none of it seems as annoying.

I miss him when he's not with me & that sucks. We're both so busy in our lives, that we only get to see each other maybe twice during the week & mostly on the weekends. He works 2 jobs & has classes while I work & am taking summer classes, too.

I like him.
A lot.

I just hope he doesn't end up breaking my heart.... =/
Mood: Ecstatic
Music: My friend playing "Fallout: New Vegas"
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