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xKiss_Me_Deadx's Journal
My Awesome Schmexi Journal Thingy
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READ xD
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November 10, 2008, 07:04:pm
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So... this journal is to promote some good music.
www.vampirefreaks.com/TREDA
good music.
very good music.
listen.
now.
NOW!
xD
Mood: random
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So this explains a lot.
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November 09, 2008, 09:14:pm
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Cat And Mouse
I used bolds and italics to emphasize certain lines.
Softly we tremble tonight
picture perfect fading smile are all thats left in sight
i said i'd never leave you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where im at in life
Am I supposed to be happy
If all i ever wanted, it comes with a price
Am I supposed to be happy
If all i ever wanted, it comes with a price
You said, you said that you would die for me...
We made plans to grow old
Believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told
Lost in a simple game
Cat and mouse, are we the same
people as before this came to light
Am I supposed to be happy
If all i ever wanted, it comes with a price
Am I supposed to be happy
If all i ever wanted, it comes with a price
You said, you said that you would die for me...
you must live for me too..
for me too...
You said that you would die for me
Am I supposed to be happy
If all i ever wanted, it comes with a price
Am I supposed to be happy
If all i ever wanted, it comes with a price
You said, you said that you would die for me...
You said, you said that you would die for me...
You said, you said that you would die for me...
You said, you said that you would die for me...
Mood: take a guess
Music: Cat And Mouse - Red Jumpsuit Aparatus
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A poem and a message to someone.
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November 01, 2008, 12:09:pm
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Love Remembers
Every moment that we shared
Every time you said you cared
The plans we made together
Well, love remembers
He can lie next to another
While we try to forget each other
But the thought might linger
Because love remembers
Sitting here thinking about the promises made
Ones that were broken, and ones that stayed
The conversations we'd have to censor
Well, love remembers
Those days, I wish I could forget
But one I can't get out of my head
That promise of forever
Because love remembers
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I wrote that last night. To the person who knows what this is about, I want you to know... I won't ever forget, but i have to try. So remember the one promise broken? Those two habits you have i hate? Well, please... do it much less. please, consider it my last request.
Mood: trying but failing
Music: Linking Park... he'll know what song..
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The Unloved's Love.
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October 11, 2008, 11:05:am
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He used to say he loved me.
But the lies I couldn't see.
I was blinded by my emotions.
And my own heart's devotion.
He used to say he loved me.
And here I am, sad and lonely.
I never did realize
That what he said was lies.
He used to say he loved me.
And that all he wanted was me.
But now I know that isn't true.
He know longer means "I love you"
He used to say he loved me.
But it was a game to hurt me.
My heart was already broken from another
He just pushed it further.
He used to say he loved me.
And when he did I was happy.
These games, how he loved to use them.
But in the end, I still love him.
Mood: breaking.
Music: I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace
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Sometimes.
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July 15, 2008, 03:01:am
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Sometimes, I feel like life isn't worth living.
Especially after losing so many people in my life.
Sometimes, I feel like my heart will never heal.
Especially after everything that happened to me.
Sometimes, I'm afraid I'll disappoint him.
Especially after the fact it's happened once.
Sometimes, I'm scared that I'll lose him.
Especially after every fight we have.
Sometimes, I don't know if my future looks to bright.
Especially after seeing how life turned out so far.
Sometimes, I just want to run away to him.
Especially after seeing how horrid home life is.
Sometimes, I want him to tell me he loves me every few minutes.
Especially after I feel like I need to be reminded.
Sometimes, I hope he never sees how unperfect I am.
Especially after seeing my imperfections and mistakes.
Sometimes, I lay in bed holding a bear pretending its him.
Especially after he said he does it too.
Mood: umm dunno
Music: Your Guardian Angel - RJA
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