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May 18, 2008, 01:29:pm
GIVE US BACK OUR CULTS! *crys*
where do I go from here? May 18, 2008, 11:12:am
sometimes I look around and think...How could things get better.What hope do I have for the future?there isnt any.I work day in day out un happy there,unhappy at home...The only real happy time I recieve is when I fet on here so obsessed with everything that it masks my pain for a few several hours.

I tryed to be optimistic and I tried to fix things but theres no fixing this...Im just gonna have to ride it out alone.hoping that once again the gods will throw me something to live for.


a little bit of good luck is all im asking for.everyday there has been a new terror waiting around the corner either trying to kill us,jail us,or suck our money dry....


I feel like a twig thats about to break.....



maybe its not enough,its never enough.

maybe I have to fix everything to prove how strong I am.


maybe I have to take care of everybody.



apathy sucks balls...........
no internet April 14, 2008, 05:41:pm
due to massive flooding in my house I will be without internet for a while im sorry to everyone ill be back as soon as possible.
blah March 01, 2008, 09:46:am
it seems to me that vf is lack luster since Ive been back Ive loast all my friends I cant get anyone to be active at this point Im just like fuck it who vares.....I do however miss the old vf....


I found out that Im going to be getting my deductible back from the accident which is terrific news.Seeing as at the moment Im so broke I cant even pay attention........



I just want things to finally get back to normal you know.
Mood: sad
Music: rooster-alice in chains

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