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x-freak-'s Journal
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Guys..
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November 02, 2008, 11:42:pm
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I will pay someone to kill me..
I have no more will and can't hide it anymore..
I'm tired of faking happiness.
I'm such a failure it doesn't even make sense.
Mood: Depressed as fuck.
Music: Manson.
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September 14, 2008, 06:58:pm
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Life disgusts me...
Humanity does more-so...
*sigh*
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June 13, 2008, 10:46:pm
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:O !!!!
Home alone.
For the first time in like.....
2 FUCKIN YEARS...
Gosh.
Stupid Parents...
I'm SO happy.
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Mood: ESTATIC! WOO! xD
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Man... =|
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May 19, 2008, 11:58:pm
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Why does my luck have to suck out all the time!?!
Why can't it be good once in my life?!
GAH!
Mood: Upset.
Music: Bring Me The Horizon
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So many questions.....
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April 21, 2008, 09:16:pm
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I don't understand.
Why can't I make friends?
Why can't I be approached?
Why can't people give a damn about the people who need someone most?
Why can't no one understand and the ones who do you haven't met?
Why does this have to be like this?
Why the hell am I still here?
Why do I keep myself up at night crying and wondering?
Why do I need to keep going through this?
Why can't I forget?
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So many more questions that can't be answered...
What a life this is... What a damn life..
Why do I have to be here?
No matter how hard I try to be happy, why is it always ruined by jealousy or sadness?
Why can't just one person be here for me? Just one, is all I ask... Just one damn person who cares...Who won't leave me on my own when I need someone most... Who won't let me be when I confide in them...Who'll accept me for the fucked up person I am...Who'll accept my flaws and my ways...Who'll give a fuck about what I do, like put makeup on, or get new clothes, someone'll who'll notice..
Just one person.....
Mood: So depressed...
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