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my life
March 08, 2008, 03:46:pm
how come, i always do what i said i wouldn't.
how come, when i say never it only means not to day.
how come, i never seem to be able to cope when i know i am capable.

tell me, would i swim if i jumped in?
tell me, would you drown me if i can swim?
tell me, would you love me till my very core, never asking more?

be mine, i am yours.
your mine i am yours
still my love, i am mine you are yours.
thats the way my system works!


ps Edwin leave my journal be its just a journal!
and they are pure random word lined up to sound pretty!
dear D March 01, 2008, 06:57:pm
dear D,
Since i went a way, we became worlds apart.
every day when we talk your more and more like dad.
While i try my very best not to be.
Dear D, please be carefully whit everything you do.
cause my dear D, there is no one that i love more then you.

your panicking sister,
T
Mood: sared
Music: the sound of rain
weird feeling February 29, 2008, 07:11:pm
i just got back home from a buzzy night at work and its 1 o clock, a early night by my standers but i got to get up again at like 8.

so i walk in to the living room and i see my brothers mates chilling on the sofas, and i'm not aloud to chill whit them i'm not cool whit my dr martins and strange hair.

so i go to the kitchen i'm hungry but there is nothing to eat (the mates of my bro took care of that! thanks a lot guys!)
go op to my room its a mess and its small. i just really want to teleport my self to some other place. cant go to my late night chill buddy he is kicking drugs in south Africa. cant go to my best friends house she moved away. argggg

i just really wanna be somewhere els right now? do you know that feeling?

its just times like this that i want a boyfriend whit whom i can cuttle and laugh and who thinks i rock
Mood: mad sad
Music: to the storm outside
going out alone February 22, 2008, 11:46:am
before i moved to Ireland, i did not go out a lot.
if i went out it was whit my best friend who now moved to a small town called purmertend.
but in Ireland i learned that going out to gigs is amazing and now i really miss that, the only problem is that i don't have anyone to go out whit here :'(

i'm thinking about going alone.
i'm a bit cared but its not weird going out alone is it?
Mood: a bit lonely
Music: msi fagots

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