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vampiricfreak's Journal
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Abuse
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May 03, 2008, 08:45:pm
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Black eyes, bloody noses
Love and red roses
You say you love me,
Yet you beat me.
Abuse....
When did it begin?
When will it end?
Bruises and scars
Those faded little scars...
You telll me all these things,
Yet we fight as if we were in a ring.
Abuse
Emotional, Verbal, Physical
Abuse
Torture...
To the mind, the body, and the soul.
Abuse....
When did it begin?
When will it end?
Mood: Odd
Music: None
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My True Love
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April 29, 2008, 12:23:am
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The first time I saw him,
my heart turned on fire.
My body was filled,
with lust and desire.
His eyes pierced my soul,
I fell to the ground.
In my mind I knew,
that my love was bound.
His eyes were so feral,
his touch so divine.
From that moment on
I wished he was mine.
Mood: Giddy
Music: Slow Bleed - Thousand Foot Krutch
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Far Away
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April 29, 2008, 12:22:am
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As the tears swell up deep in my eyes
For once in my lifetime I feel alive
Dwelling on the past,
I will not allow
The fears I once had mean nothing to me now
"Let go of the past and think of the future.", they say
They don't know what its like being afraid every single day
Afraid of losing the one that you love the most
The only thing I want right now is for us to be close
He means everything to me, but does he know?
Can he sense the feelings that I just refuse show?
I want him to see how much he changed my views
He's just someone I would never want to lose
The hardest thing when loving someone so far away
Is not knowing if they will still love you the very next day
It's not that I doubt it, I just wish he knew
That sometimes I just don't know what to do
I love him with all the love my heart has to provide
So please, don't worry..
I have nothing to hide
If you were here, you could tell by the tears in my eyes
This love we've been sharing,
I hope it never dies
Mood: Focused
Music: Slow Bleed - Thousand Foot Krutch
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Broken Heart
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April 27, 2008, 03:00:pm
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Tears streaming quickly down my cheek,
more promising to repeat
can't stop once it starts
can't mend this broken heart...
With every beat I break,
with every breath I take,
the pain spreads through
every time I think of you
and all this raging hell I can't forsake...
I'm falling-
tripping over my own feet
I'm crawling-
barely existing so incomplete
I'm drowning-
and it's so bittersweet
I'm dying-
but my heart still broken beats...
I can still taste you,
my mind can't erase you,
I'm holding onto you
when I don't want to,
I don't know what to do,
this isn't what I wanted to go through
and inside I know the truth-
you no longer love me
but I can't stop loving you...
I don't want to admit it's over
and lose all I have left
I don't want to feel colder
than I already am yet...
I don't want to look over my shoulder
and see you with her when I look back...
Love has left me a wounded soldier
and now I bleed it black...
I don't want to feel-
I don't want this pain-
but it's real
the memories
torture my brain...
I wish I could
for my own sake
turn back time
maybe then
I wouldn't endure this ache
maybe then I'd be fine...
But it's not that easy
nothing ever is
once I thought you loved me,
that illusion is what I miss
I can't get on my feet-
I don't know who I am...
I feel so incomplete
but like you could give a damn,
my heart still broken beats
thinking of you again...
My heart still broken beats...
Mood: Numb
Music: The Bottom - Sick Puppies
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