I just thought I would update the awesome people in my life on what has been happening. I have finally once again moved out off my parents house and have moved to melbourne. I fucking love it here, great people amazing friends. Also one massive bonus part I have a pretty damn sexy bf who I love more than anything and he looks after me. I try to look aftyer him but he doesnt let me :P... Cause off the car crash I am still unable to do alot but living here makes me that much more happier. Do you know why??? CAUSE I LOVE KIT AND KIT LOVES ME bahahaha yes yes that is right. I am inlove and its awesome we talk and do soo much random shit its fucking amazing. I am hardly ever bored, he just makes my life that much more better. Peoples if you remember me before you would agree I was a depressed git right? RIIIIGHT? well me is no longer depressed BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH........................................... Mood: happy,giddy, intoxicated but mainly happy Music: Non listening to two douchebags...
Ok for the 3rd time I would believe I have broken up with my ex Andre. I think this time ist is final being 8 hours apart. To be honest it is kind off a relief. Mood: smitten Music: non
Once again I have managed to get myself into a situation where I cant control a thing. I love andre dont get me wrong, we have had our ups and downs and have broken up. Then I have met this wonderful guy. I can see myself with, unyet it is yet to be determined to know where we stand with each other (not the issue). The issue is that I am fucking confused. Either way with what I choose I have to wait, again that isnt the issue. Its who to wait for? Do I try something else? Or stay with Andre cause its what I am used to?...
I feel lost and confused, everything is getting to me. I wish I knew what to do. Mood: upset Music: jessie J-casualty off love...
To those who have to the time to read this, thank you your all amazing. This is mainly a vent but in the end its an update off what has been happening in my life. I have moved 7 times this year already which is terrible for several reasons. My life has been thrown around by one simple thing a car crash. I dont remember what happened to cause the accdident although I can tell you no other car was involded. MY injuries are pretty bad. I have broken all the bones in my left arm and they are replaced by metal screws and rods its pretty uncomfortable I can barely move it. My head had now got a bold patch from having a skin graft which is getting to me more than anythiing because its perminate I will not be growing any hair there. I have done my back and neck from whiplash...
It has turned everything around I am now back living with my parents who i love to death but in the end I just want independance back. Which is normal right? I am 8 hours away from my friends and bf and I am missing them terribly. I am very angry at myself I hate it but I guess it happens. Mood: morbid Music: I need this- Jessie J
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I am inlove and its awesome we talk and do soo much random shit its fucking amazing. I am hardly ever bored, he just makes my life that much more better. Peoples if you remember me before you would agree I was a depressed git right? RIIIIGHT? well me is no longer depressed BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...........................................
