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twiztd_ending's Journal
lolololol fuck you.
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I havent wrote here in awhile
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October 01, 2008, 08:24:pm
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So yeah.
im currently at sean's house.
i feel like jumpstyle-ing
aha
yeah i dance like that biznatch.
i gauged my ears yesterday
getting a tattoo in February
manson concert jan. 20th
nin concert oct.28
ffdp- nov. 8
: D
pimpinggg.
: P
I got stabbed in the ass for birth control today
woo
aha
im bored
so fuck writing in here.
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last night was amazing,
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May 09, 2008, 09:49:pm
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Combichrist comes on and half of my group of friend are going to the pit, i decide to go with them
haha
i got attacked by a guy in a kilt, punched in the face by my boyfriend, then slammed down by my friend justin.
but it was fun i have to admit
hahaha.
but they are so amazing live!
the birthday massacre was good live.
alot of my friends dont liek them
but whateverrr.
i do
so nehh :P
and and and m.s.i
it was my secodn time seeing them so i wasnt all like omg
but jeezus tityfucking christ people are rude there D:
but eh whatever
i got bruises everywhere
and i twisted my ankle pretty bad
but last night made my week
=]
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Contentment?
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April 05, 2008, 09:20:am
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Woooooooo.
Random journal entry.
Im at Greg's right now.
He's sleeping and my stomach hurts reallllyyyy bad.
Like ugh
It sucks.
and my arm itches o.O
anyways
Im actually pretty content with life right now.
[gasp]
And I've had alot on my mind, but I dont have the words to elaborate on any of it.
Like...theres so much i dont even know where to begin
Theres nothing wrong, Im just....kinda lost in transition from thought to reality.
Ive been zoning out alot more then usual
and Im just confused as to why.
I need to start focusing better in class ._.
anyways
I guess this is the end of my journal for today
yay beach today <3
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Rotting Angel.
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March 10, 2008, 09:26:pm
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The wings were chipped and tattered
bleeding, bruised and unbearable.
She was falling fast
She couldn't contol it, She couldn't understand it.
Her fear taking ahold of her body, controlling it.
Her eyes closed as images replaced her vision.
Memories were digging their way through her trampled state of mind
Tears threatened to fall, but where could an angel's tears go?
Why is a creature so beautiful, so pure falling helplessly anyways?
Why is something so ethreal so tattered and so lost?
Her heartfelt as though the heaven's judgement was bestowed upoun it, the very thought of the pressure causing it to collapse.
The floor was getting closer.
Her wings were to sore to even flex.
Poor unfortunate soul.
The floor inches away now, her eyes shoot open,pain surging in immense amount through the very core of her being, spreading like a wild fire, the flames and embers scorching her veins and burning her being.
She cries and looks down.
The floor stopped coming closer.
Did she stop?
She had to of, for now her body was limply levitating above the shallowed earth.
Yet she couldnt move.
She didn't even have the will to.
She looks up and seeing her blood droplets floating in the sky, not falling but indeed floating.
Confusion was apparent on her sculpted face,
Surely there was reason, a cause to all this.
There had to be
for she was left to rot a space with no evidence but a tear stained cheek and a worried conscious
She was the life among the dead
But not now, no
Now she was a simple creature
A rotting angel
Feathers falling from her limp wings with every breath she took.
Every moment.
And in those moment she knew her life was over.
For she was forsaken to a fate she couldnt control.
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surfacing
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March 06, 2008, 08:32:pm
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rawrawr
Today in the beginning was supertasticly amazing
last day at the pool in school so we went down the water slides and we all chilled and it was reallly fun and made me giggly for second hour
i ended up having a convo about msi and tatoos with this kid that i barely talked to and he turned out to be pretty cool =]
so I guess I made a friend.
in ap we did a lab with "permanet ink" on onion peels to see the cells.
My friend nick made a heart on my wrist with the ink, apparently it dosent come off until your skin comes off, but somehow i doubt that.
in drama we rehearsed our skits and stuffs.
after school i had this terrible feeling in my gut.
Like something was terribly wrong.
and i felt as though a part of me was missing.
Im scared me and josh are falling apart slowly.
That's the last thing I want.
He's one of the only people I can rely on if I fel as though my world has been ripped right out form under me.
The one who i Dont ever argue with.
Without him..Idk.
And i was mad at him today
SO incredibly mad.
But I dont know why.
So I tried my best to avoid him
But the other person who's on my mind right now pretty much completely stopped talking to me.
And I feel forgotten and misplaced once again.
Once again, thrown away.
Lol. Boys are useless I swear to god.
Mood: rawr zombieh fuck
Music: hey
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