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trashcan_sex's Journal
Such things, could never be.
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join plz.
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February 27, 2010, 08:20:pm
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Join swagbucks
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February 24, 2010, 08:54:pm
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What is something you do well?
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January 24, 2010, 05:36:pm
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Lights. Camera. Action!
Something I do well is acting.
Oh, what a passion it has become for me.
I love it.♥
Everything being based off of how you feel and being put into a script.
You can make the script be about anything you want.
You can say one thing, but the mood you're feeding off with project others to see another.
It's just amazing.
Really.
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What is something you dislike about yourself?
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January 23, 2010, 10:39:pm
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I dislike my weight.
The fact that others see me as thin, and I can't get over the image that I see when I look in the mirror.
It's like a never ending war against ones self.
"If the definition of thin gets any thinner, no one will fit."
I use to think I had to be perfectly thin, to be beautiful. But the thinner I get..the more I want to lose- and the uglier I see myself. I honestly can't remember the last time I was satisfied. It must have been when I was about 11 years old. When I wasn't afraid to wear shorts in front of people. When I could wear my swimming suit at a public pool. Yeah, that must have been a long time ago.
""Lose everything and what is real will still remain."
A disease can only go so far, until there is no longer a cure. Moody, irritable, restless, just plain out bitchy..you're gonna lose everyone except the few that really care. Some will back down because of fear, and others will just walk away because they don't have the time. But the few remain, are the few that want to help. I had to learn that the hard way.
So, what is something I dislike about myself?
The way my body feels. The things my eyes see. The way hunger sounds. & the way life tastes. ....the way reality smells like it's ending.
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Day three: Excitement
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January 16, 2010, 04:16:pm
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“Life becomes precious and more special to us when we look for the little everyday miracles and get excited about the privileges of simply being human”
& Sometimes things have a way of figuring problems out themselves.
Prized & awarded, I can't wait to start my classes.
Though, I still feel like everyone who matters is leaving me in the dust.
I'm picking up the pieces and forming my own foundation.
I'll focus on my studies, and keep to my 20 minutes a day internet access.
Some things: are just more important.
Mood: Excited
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