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the journal! DONT FUKIN LOOK!! just kiddn
she was ONLY 5!! March 23, 2008, 12:57:am
Body: Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair


She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound


Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure


A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?


But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
she loves her parents
But they want her to die


she sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
my life always sinking? "


Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did


Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by


Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made


She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless piece of s&*t!


The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dyeing
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying


Police showed up
At the small little house
Then quickly barged in
Everything quiet as a mouse


One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the little girl
Lying dead on the floor


It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms


A child dies every day from child abuse.
And if you have an ounce of pity in you for Auroura (the little girl),
and you hate child abuse with a passion,
you will repost this and help out those abused children,
and let them know that someone cares for them.
It doesn't take that long only about 10 seconds
so please just do it.

She was only 5 and never loved ...

if you don’t repost this you’re a lazy, cold hearted person
repost this saying: she was ONLY 5!!
cheating hurts March 23, 2008, 12:53:am
Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings...

Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call.

Boy: Yeah okay. Sure.

She walks into the next room.

Girl: Hey! What's up?

Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early.

Girl: Yeah, sounds great!

Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now.

Girl: That's not such a good idea...

Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not?

Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry.

Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...?
In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly.

Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family.

Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort?

The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downstairs, and finds his best friend on her couch, half un-dressed, trying to pull his pants back on and his girlfriend pulling her shirt over her head.

Guy: What the hell is going on?!

Girl: I can explain! Please listen to me!

Guy: Benny? How could you do this to me! Rachel! I thought you loved me! And yet, your sleeping with MY BEST FRIEND!!!!

Girl: John...!

John with tears in his eyes, he rushes out of room, and slams the door.

Benny climbs out of the window, starts his car, and drives off down the street.

Girl runs after her boyfriend. Yelling....

Girl: NOOOO! Please!! Come back John!! Pleeeeeasssse????!! She falls down and cries.

John turns around, looks straight at his girlfriend in tears.

John: Why? Rachel, why? I loved you! Oh my God, I'm in love with a whore. Does this mean I have to pay you now?!
Here take this as the cash. He drops a ring box on her lap.

She opens the ring box. Her jaw drops... Before her eyes is a diamond wedding ring.

Girl: You were going to propose?

Guy: Yeah... how dumb was I? And as he slowly walked back to his car, his headlights faded... And she was in despair.


Later that night, the girl got a phone call from the police saying he had died of an overdose of drugs and when they found him he had a picture of him and her in his hands

If you love/like someone, and you want them in your life forever. Repost in 380 seconds as "cheating hurts." Or your true love will walk away from you

(i dont- i just posted this for fun. lol)

Mood: indifferent
Music: pink floyd- the wall
61 things most girls dont know March 23, 2008, 12:48:am
61 Things Most Girls Dont Know

1. The guy you pass up for another one is always better, its a proven fact 90% of the time. And even if you dont talk to the one you pass up anymore, you will find yourself thinking about him, and realized that you possibly could be happier. And even if you dont talk, and it seems like he doesnt like you anymore, believe me, he thinks about you everynight if he loved you at one point.

2. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

5. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

6. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

7. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

8. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

9. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

10. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

11. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

12. Guys get jealous easily.

13. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

14. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

15. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

16. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

17. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

18. Guys are very open about themselves.

19. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

20. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

21. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

22. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

23. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

24. Guys will brag about anything.

25. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

26. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

27. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

28. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

29. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

30. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

31. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

32. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

33. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If a best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

41.When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

42. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

43. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. LMAOO

44. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

45. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

46. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

47. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

48. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

49. If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother
or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

50. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

51. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

52. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

53. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

54. We love it when girls talk about their butt.

55. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like whether it's a one time deal or not ....

56. Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours.

57. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

58. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

59. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

60. Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

61. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

---Girls, if u dont repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life
---Guys if you dont repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.
post this as:
61 things most girls dont know
Mood: indifferent
Music: pink floyd- the wall
test ur ass March 23, 2008, 12:35:am
find the 3 and u will get a kiss tomarrow.

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find the B! DON'T skip or ur wish wont come true...

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Once youve found the b

Find The Mistake.



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Once Youve Found The Mistake



Find the i

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Find the 6


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once youve found the 6...

Find the N (it's hard!!)

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once you've found the N...


Find the Q...
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make 2 wishes!





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OK, NOW THAT U MADE A WiSH, iT WiLL COME TRUE.....ALL U HAVE 2 DO iS REPOST SAYiNG test ur ass
umm...read...and stuff... March 23, 2008, 12:34:am
CUTEST LOVE NOTE
ONCE YOU START.
FINISH

if this doesn't touch u.....you're
heartless

One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies.
The boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them
that night. The girl then asked the
boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk. She told
him that her
feelings had changed & that it was
time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket &
passed her a folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was
speeding down
that very same street. He swerved
right into the drivers seat, killing
the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived.
Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it.
"Without your love, I would die."

1st:
If u post this on a bulletin in 5
minutes
someone special will message or call
you.

2nd:
REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO
MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT
THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS!)
Mood: indifferent
Music: pink floyd- the wall

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