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You don't fucking understand. June 29, 2008, 01:51:pm
You can't seriously think you understand what I'm feeling, you can't possibly know this pain. I sit here, wondering what the FUCK is going on with this, wanting and watching for the outcome. In all honesty, i just want SO badly to give up and hope this isn't like a video game, where you can restart. I want to pull the plug. This frustration alone is killing me.


Astrum Vox June 20, 2008, 06:51:pm
Everyone should go check out Astrum Vox's page and see the new music I've put up. Astrum Vox
никакая эмоция = никакая боль? June 01, 2008, 11:36:pm
Translates to "No Emotion = No Pain?"

'Cogito, ergo sum' translates to 'I think, there for I am,' so, if I don't think, then am I non-existant? Billeh and I were talking about this at work, and through our philosophic discussion, we deduced that Renee Descartes meant, thinking makes you a human being.

Upon further contemplation, I realized, pain can only be felt if you contemplate emotion. If there is no emotion, there is no emotional pain. Maybe if I can forget everyone and leave it all behind, I won't feel this anymore.

But then again, maybe all this pain is only derived from being so alone. I think maybe it's time to move on and find a companion with whom I can grow attached to enough that I can go on with myself and not hate my entire being for everything I've done as of late.

Perhaps it will take a while longer than I hope, but maybe it is true what they say, that 'time heals all,' but at this point, I doubt it.
Mood: Depressed? Perhaps.
Music: Zombie Girl - Creepy Crawler
February 11, 2008, 06:06:pm
A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You're wild and crazy.
D : You have one of the best personalities ever.
E : you have a fine ass
F : People adore you.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and looks.
I : You live for sex
J : You live life for fun.
K : You are really silly.
L: You like to drink.
M : One of the best to have fun with.
N : You're a DAMN GOOD KISSER
O : You like to drink.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Fuckin crazy
S : Easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : one of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.
Z : Always ready


B : You like people.
E : you have a fine ass
N : You're a DAMN GOOD KISSER
J : You live life for fun.
A : You like to drink.
M : One of the best to have fun with.
I : You live for sex
N : You're a DAMN GOOD KISSER

F : People adore you.
U : You really like to chill.
C : You're wild and crazy.
H : You have a very good personality and looks.
S : Easy to fall in love with.
because theyre fun to do... HERES A SURVEY! September 28, 2007, 11:10:am
1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

Appearance

Do you like my-
12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

Do think I'm-
22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:

Personality
Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:

Would you..
31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Have sex with me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..
40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..
50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to have sex with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:

Have I..
61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you horny?:
67: Made you angry?:
68. Made you feel better if you were upset?:

Are you-.
69. Happy you know me?:
70. Going to post this so I can answer it?:


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