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srry_for_my_emoness's icon I know japanese it's awesome!!
http://translate.google.com/translate?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.vampirefreaks.com%2Fsrry_for_my_emoness&hl=en&ie=UTF8&sl=en&tl=ja Thats my vppage in japanese check it out its preety frikin' awesome
Don't be drinkin' haterade October 04, 2008, 03:30:pm
This is just a random jouranl just to tell you guys how Ive been in a couple words or less: awesome, crazed, angry, fuckin' pissed, awed, in love, mellow, irritated, creative, and determined, suicidel, emo_tional. etc.^^
Mood: irritated
Music: lets get some shoes
Hows life.. July 24, 2008, 03:12:pm
LAtely its has been new which is ultimate surprising. Ive seen alot of friends over summer vaca. n'd most of them their summers sucking preety bad, mine started off sucking then i went in to this cant stand being her stage and almost gat sent to this place fer people who try suicide, cus my mum figured out that i cut. That lead to a whole big conversation about pointless b.s. an di finally cried alot after a billion years..lOl holding that shit in is a bitch. I started back dating my ex and i play on being with him ferev cause its a waste of my time dating dudes fer like no reason. I ve been growing tired er and tired er of this bitch of a mother i have. MY godfather bought me a camera which i was ultimate happy about and some paint. ITs a sony cyber-shot which is the most awesomest name and my mum was walking around the store with us acting like a fuckin sour pus the whole time..ergghh and every day I got out the house...I died my bfs hair and made him a vf its Blood_shot check it out his bangs are red the back his black and teh top is blood he loves it...o and a whilke ago i gat lost around the mall..NOt in it like blocks away from it but that leads to a whole nuther story..lOl..!!hmm what else alot of gettin 0 sleep these past weeks..meeting parents playing rock band. Which is awesome shit I love the drums!! also play alot of GH areo smith thats the shit on line i had rented the game @ about 11pm then ended up palying it to like 6am online with other ppl I gat alot of compliments on my gaming skylezz and made like 5 er 6 new friend on my ps3 account it was awesome like epic. you should most in def check that shit out nd thats preety mush it fer now ..I guess well iam getting prep. fer my bithday which is going to be ultimate awesome!!!
Mood: Determined yet tired
Music: nothing but the sound o; typing
Blury (poem) May 27, 2008, 03:14:pm
Life is so blury
Eve if i can see
20/20 vision is how much i see...
I get so choked up I wanna
know what truley I'm able to see..
I open my eyes but it's all lies
How do i know thisi is wha's really there.
How do i know I'm alive..I could've died
and ended up surviving this
Life of hell,misery,pain,and Frustration..
I am tired of bitching about my problems
And just wanting to be in darkness
My thoughts abcent for once...
My vision is so blury to happyness
But so clear to pain
That which i take in..

Mood: ISh crowded can't breath
Music: stupid mf
watashi wa kanashimasu ;.; April 29, 2008, 08:04:pm
Tears Tears go away,
Come again another day
Blood blood flow free
You help me with my anxiety
Cut cut so deep
a crimson rainbow runs free
...T.B.C.(TO BE CONTINUED)....
Mood: Suicidal
Music: nothingness
POEM* UNKNOWN FEELING April 29, 2008, 07:57:pm
My heart hurts
I can't breathe
Why are you doing this to me
I can't stand emotions why do they hzve to befriends...it feels good to be friends...it feels good to be friends...it feels good to be friends...it feels good to be frie( Wow that randomly popped up no joke thats what the system thought I wanted to type)...weird... okie another day....I REALLLY WANNNA DIE..//////////////////
Mood: Heart throbing can't breath love
Music: lil wayne-I feel like dying

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