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i think...
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September 01, 2008, 02:03:am
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i think i just wanted to like someone again...so i put lot of efforts into this one...and seeing how he only wants to be friends kind of makes me question what i really want...do i just want the chase...or do i want the whole thing...i know i cant take back anything i said or done...but im not sorry...i didnt fall to hard for this one...just got really excited about it...me dating...its never happend...and at least i did it for a while...like a couple days..
i was really happy i had someone to talk to about all this tho...because hearing the same advice from the same people can be a little grieving at times...not that i dont welcome advice and opinion..but it was just nice to hear another point of view...
am i sad about the friend thing...no...im just more disappointed than anything...but think i believe that its not gonna happen...unless by some miracle his feelings change...he doesnt know if he likes me like that...but he knows my liking of him...i just wonder sometimes...its getting more and more influential on my thoughts of feeling like im not meant to have someone for myself...no i dont want pity...im old enough to understand the thoughts of someone else...so i kept my heart to myself...i kept feelings to myself...i might never try again...but well see...its just getting useless to me...wasting time and energy in a seed that cant grow...
Mood: ...wondering...
Music: Tsunami Bomb
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OMFG
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April 29, 2008, 04:32:am
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Im so proud of myself...this has honestly been the best layout ive done so far...so i guess ill have to make all the other ones better than this xD
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Mood: Jubilant
Music: Emilie Autumn - Misery Loves Company
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