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song_or_suicide_'s Journal
Another fuckin hearbreak
so....hmm. i know i have a few people in my life that care about me. but idk anymore. this isnt like a sucide note but man i feel so dead inside. after being bullied by my parents my whole life and entering rehab twice i feel like im offically a fuck up. When "he" and i broke up at christmas i know i didnt love him, but i feel like the pain was all my fault. im just so done fucking up my life. i need to turn things around. i guess ill start slowly changing my life. however, if things dont change, idk..... *i just felt the need to type that out.....i guess im just ranting.
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hmm so i feel groossssssss
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August 25, 2008, 09:50:pm
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i just picked a cigaratte off the ground and smoked it, lol. i feel dirty but its a new cig. so is it really that bad? lmao...im gonna go brush my teeth, lol
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haha this is great..
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June 23, 2008, 08:47:am
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well my mom was being a bitch as usual and she left me in this fuckin dumb ass hotel room. so i got pissed and smashed her cell phone into 3 pieces. and now i get to deal with her when she comes back. lol..f-in great. and to make things better the old dumb ass people next door just reported me for a noise complaint, XD. lol. wow. thats great.
Mood: pissed
Music: stupify-disturbed
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boy
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June 20, 2008, 12:12:am
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Blah here we go again. You hurt me again. another person that can easily make me feel like shit. i thought there was something and i gave you my all. you get my heart and fucking spit on it. i tell you something so personal and you act disgusted. Why me? I get fucked over by EVERYONE. is it so hard to find one person to really trust. You were the last one i trused or that i wil ever trust. im done being hurt and stomped on. my heart cannot take it anymore. i hope all of you backstabbers are happy. you finally broke me. congrats.
Mood: sad
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