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look and relize
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May 20, 2012, 09:55:pm
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what i am is a loser,a hero,a sinner i am one
i am one that doesnt jugde,that cares for people who desurve it not assholes,who is a mother to all children not just blood to protect and guied them, i dont take things for granted and the smallest things like a hug means more to me than money ever will, i know everyone needs little money to pay the bills every month thats understandable, people dont know what they got untill its gone charish the good times in your life and in life things seem different if you look at it in a different way youd be amazed what you can see and have better understanding of things just by watching everything. nobody is better than anybody just how you treat others and yourself. and if people dont have anything nice to say then dont say it at all like that one saying we all are just a brick in the wall or everyone os us are just ants on the ground the earth dont care about us if it did we wouldnt have natral disasters.
just be yourself
the people in my life that mean the most to me, how many people i helped, making people smile,protecting children, my beliefs on things, im finally happy with myself and where im at in my life and i listen to heavy metal,rock classic rock and the only reason why i listen to some rap or hip hop is cuz of a feeling the feeling i have is when i dance to it just like people in life have different rushes im not talking about the whole drugs and drinking stuff im talking about some of a life rush like when you get a rush from going on a roller coster, or speeding on a rode with the windows down and music playing, or hanging out with friends,riding your bike down a hill or doing things in life that give you a good feeling, and when i listen to any kind of music it touches my feelings or emoitions they paint pictures in my head sort of like a music video of my own or a story of some kind, also driving by a bunch of trees nothing but woods all around i paint pictures and stories in my head like the one story i wrote that is 3 chapters long of a girl with an old type of dress just wwalking in the woods i live inside my head most people thats not a good thing but for me i handle it better i live inside my head for many reasons there are some things i cant handle but i try to get by sometimes your bad emoitions and feelings arnt so good for people they just bring you down farther inside people. i like careing for people that i care about the most and for people that only desurve it,with lots of memories some good and some bad i try to block the bad ones it isnt goodfor me but i wont ever forgect about anything and no one even if i dont know them,i like who i am and thats what i am, thats all what i live for.
Mood: freash air, seeing trees all around
Music: nothing
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