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shewolfyouko's Journal
Rambles~
Where reason and sanity are myth and legend
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Ike Attacks Texas
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September 13, 2008, 10:37:pm
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For all those that live in Texas or have ever played Super Smash Bros Brawl, or whoever gets the joke, this is for you
http://iketexas.ytmnd.com/
I lol'd
Mood: Miserable
Music: Stuck In A Loop by Devo
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For those that care to know...
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August 15, 2008, 03:56:pm
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This sunday I'm moving out of my moms house and into my dorm. There are plenty of bad and good things about it in my opinion but I will digress and shed light on only one thing:
I don't have a working laptop so I will not be on vampirefreaks for an undetermined amount of time.
I don't know when I'll ever get around to checking it...so if you want to stay in touch definitely the best way would be to email me because I can check my email on my cellphone.
My email is: shewolfyouko@yahoo.com
So please please please, if you love me, keep in touch. 
I'll miss you vampirefreaks.
Goodbye for now.
Mood: Busy
Music: Let's Groove by Earth, Wind & Fire
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Just give me a pain that I'm used to.
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August 04, 2008, 04:01:am
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I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control
Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled
All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true
There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance, oh no
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds of the soul
I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair
All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true
--A Pain That I'm Used To by Depeche Mode
Mood: Neutral
Music: The above song
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Learning to live with myself...
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June 24, 2008, 08:20:pm
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...it's a hard thing really. I came to realize why I wanted to lose myself in the first place. Even I find myself completely unbearable.
Self-hate keeps my stomach inside out so I don't eat.
Hate in general is stuck in my throat so I don't speak.
Jealousy pushes me away.
My head is cramped with thoughts so I can't think straight.
Quite frankly, while I'm typing this I want to throw-up.
I'm just going to stop at that...
Mood: Tired of everything except good friends...
Music: The screaming of my own head
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Laptop...broken D:
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May 25, 2008, 04:57:pm
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Yes...my laptop is broken. I ran a diagnostic on it last night and found out my backlight isn't lighting up so my screen is REALLY dim. Near black really.
I think it's probably the inverter switch that is triggered when the laptop is closed. I can't find it on my laptop though and I don't want to tear it appart myself. I'm overjoyed it isn't my video card or for a sec I thought my processor could have fried...that would have been much worse.
Needless to say, I can use the internet in my moms room every now and again, but I probably won't be checking all of my internet stuff every day like I used too, which is probably better for me.
Sorry to all the people I talk to on a near daily basis. I guess I will talk to you all a little less or talk more when I get a new laptop or get mine fixed. Whatever comes first.
tl;dr My laptop is broken and I won't be online so much.
Bye bye for now, then.
Mood: Ticked that her laptop is broken T~T
Music: The hum of the computer
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