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*sigh* when will it end?
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September 12, 2008, 05:19:pm
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My god, so much is going on right now I'm finding it hard to cope.
I come off my pills for a bit for some tests to be done,then I finally have my ovaries wake up
2 weeks after scheduled so I'm in mega pain.I have this huge argument with my ex on the phone, he then hangs up on me
and I get a phone call saying my uncles in hospital with another tumour in his neck and he needs an operation asap. BTW if you didnt know my entire family has a hereditory cancer gene called VHL. Anyway, he was unconcious and comes around now and then in pain. His wifes been kicked out the hospital and told to go home (thats what they're like in Blackpool) and my parents have to try and find money out of no-where to go see him 200+ miles away...and my aunty and nan both already died 2 years ago around the same time. It's really tearing everyone apart. I'm not really sure what to do with myself.
Mood: upset
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Wow...
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July 12, 2008, 02:59:pm
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Well, me and mark split a few months ago... Obviously he'd had enough. I guess I wasn't an angel either, NO I DID NOT cheat...thankyou for all those thinking it... I never would, BUT I probably wasn't the easiest person to date, before or after the overdose.
I met someone new, and just couldn't do it for the time being...I'm still hurting so much that I opened up to everything for him,and urgh... now it's hit home, he's not mine anymore. Someone else will be curled up with his arms around them at night,waking up to his neck kisses, the way his hair smells, his soft stroking down my arm when I felt low...his cuddles that made me feel safe and loved no matter what had happened, the person I cried so hard infront of...
I guess. It's time to start fresh, have fun, move on, and let him find someone who can make him happier than I ever could.
It's probably my fault anyway, usually is. I'm just sorry I couldn't be that one he wanted.
Anyways. Moving on, I finally have a new job, loving it LOADS, claires accessories is awesome to work for...but soon training to pierce 4 month old babies and onwards is gonna be interesting. Wish me luck guys!
I dedicate this journal today in memory of Steve Galsworthy who died one year today.
Miss you Steve.  I shall drink to you tonight.
Mood: Wierd
Music: Evanescence- Good enough.
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Tattoo design help?
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July 07, 2008, 11:37:am
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Ok, I'd love it if someone could either let me know of someone that either designs tattoo's for free,or may want to take up a project helping me out?
I've got a totoro design,which I want to turn into an anime (from the ghibli collection) half sleeve,but not sure how to go about piecing it together so it works as a full theme instead of a bunch of characters scrammbled into one part of my arm.
Has anyone got any ideas or is anyone interested in helping?
Here's the pic of my current tattoo I want to work around.
I've already had a few people helping me out,but with a bigger range of ideas I may end up piecing a bit of everyones work together.
and heres what I got it from, a similar background would be awesome, but not sure how I could do that with the rest of my arm after?
If you're up for the challenge, I shall add you to msn and send you the other images.
Thanks!
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Wow.
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May 27, 2008, 08:49:am
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I haven't been on here properly in quite a while, but I've just come out of hospital. I took an overdose of sleeping pills and anti-depressants and was rushed to hospital in an ambulance after being found unconcious. I don't actually remember how many pills I took, who found me, being in the ambulance, having the drip put in my arm or anything, all I know is I'm quite lucky. I feel very stupid now,and guilty that I almost left everyone behind,but at the time I was so angry and upset...you get the jizz.
Anyways, moving onto more happier notes, I got an interview at Clares accessories on friday so wish me lux!
I'm staying at my mommies for a couple of days,so I might be online a little more often, but I got the doctors soon to find out what tabs I can and can't take for my depression anymore.
Anyways, drop me a line people.
Missing u all.
xx
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hey strangers!
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March 26, 2008, 01:21:pm
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Soooo....I'm not on here as often anymore, for a start where I'm now living doesn't have the net which sucks, secondly I really don't ever get time to do anything like this anymore,with work at 6am all I wanna do when I get home is sleep anyways.
Just an update, I'm back with Mark *we split for a bit and realised we wanted to still be together* I'm still working at Asda until I find a vetinary assistant job that doesn't need qualifications! I'm going through alot of bad luck/news with my health lately,and until I get updates/results and more tests come through I won't scare people with the "it might be's".
Anyways,I shall try and reply to all your messages anyway...Leave me a comment/voice comment,I'll get back to you soon. Miss you all!
Spesh Sara, Sammage, Judge, Ancient,Nata,Meggiepop!!
Mood: Wierd
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