Well between tmrw and Saturday my phone will be off,sorry no molar no service. So until my bill is paid see ya in a few days : kisses Mood: my family has poor taste in men ugh
I think I'm cool with just being friends its hard enough saying no all the time now its just tiring. I think about more than just sex don't you get that? Maybe if I didn't have responsibilities taking over my daily schedule I could but that's not the case and I don't have the time for it. 1).I am a grown woman and 2). My first priority is my baby boy not any other comes before him. I'm so sorry to abandon you but its for the best but besides that you have alot of growing up to do. So this is me hoping you see this VF letterI wrote just for you goodbye and good luck sweetheart.
Quay Mood: being a woman about it. Music: girls dead song
Sometimes. I wonder if I should even talk to most guys. Some of the guys I already know are a real pain in my ass all they think about are themselves and whine like females. Like today one of them well he's not my friend anymore because he feels as if I had no right to be mad but he did. So today my sisters friends daughter was here and all the babies were in the room with the two of us but I had stepped out. Long story short. I always do things like that but it was for a personal discussion and I was out for awhile. He calls my phone whining cause the other baby was crying. I know. I told him I'd be there in a minute but in any case wouldn't common sense tell you OK so maybe. I need to TAKE HER TO HER DADDY! There were so many excuses as to why he didn't so here's. The text he sent: YOU KNOW WHAT YOU SO NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IT I AM DONE DOING FOR YOU AND YOUR CHILD WHEN I GET OFF WORK AT 130 I AM COMING TO GET MY SHIT. I might. Just post the whole conversation later but in the meantime let me get his shit together.
It feels good to be back it feels like ttheres gonna be some major changes. Some changes may require much sacrifice for others though. We must be strong until these changes pass as well as have each others back. Today was a nice day this whole week was pretty decent also so heres to getting on track I missed you all see you tmrw
I told him how I feel about him really I did and he has'nt texted me back since that last message I sent.I'll be patient this is important so I thought he should know besides that it was eating away at my heart and I could'nt hold it in anymore...........I'm just glad that I told him because even if he rejects it I'll be hurt but at least I got one chip off my shoulder right! Mood: ever waiting
