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romeosdead2009's Journal
missing my girl :(
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Lonely as fuck :( also babe
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August 02, 2008, 09:55:pm
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I miss you also so very much babe, Even though its only been one day, I just know its going to be two weeks without you close to my heart, After this babe I don't ever want to know how it feels to be apart, I got so use to holding you so very close, Now I want you back in my arms to forever hold, I'm sorry I seem so down, Its just I don't know how to act I'm so use to you being around, I know in two weeks you will be back and I will hold your heart to mine, Thats when the worries stop and everything will be more than fine, Trust me babe I'm here waiting for you to come back in a little more than a few days, You have my heart theres no way I could ever give that away, For you are my heart and noone can take that away from you, Me trust me babe you will never lose, I put so much of who I am into this love and relationship, If I lose this love I'm going down with this ship, I know how you feel is so very true, I feel the same its you I don't ever want to lose, I love you babe and will see you in two weeks, Thats when my heart won't seem so weak, Your my everything and as you lay down to sleep, Remember I'm there holding you close and close your eyes as I speak, I love you and I'm here no worries I will be waiting my love for you, Thats when you relize these words I speak are so true, You will never lose my love it will forever be yours, I Truly love you babe and I know thats more than sure, So don't cry smile that beautiful smile, Even though your gone my loves there with you for a while, Intill you return I'm waiting for you, Just remember everything I say is true...
I love you so much babe now and forever and will be waiting for you to return...
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Poem to my beautiful girl (CHELSEIA ):D
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July 29, 2008, 04:49:am
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Chelseia
I love them poems so very much, I longed for the same emotional touch, I know times will be hard and things will seem very tough, Just always remember I truly do love you and I do hope at times thats just enough, Your smile your laugh your deep beautiful eyes, To know your happy makes me want to walk through this fucked up life, Never letting go of what I know is True, Never letting go of this love we share never wanting to lose, Your great in beauty and your great at heart, Never forget that I love you and that love will never part, I see so much greatness in you and in our love that I know now, Without you in my life I couldn't make it wouldn't know how, Your my everything that makes my life so great, I'm never letting go I will always hold you close this love you offered I will take, Always remember our love means the world to me, I also promise this love I will never leave, You have my heart and you will always have my soul, I will never leave you alone in this world its way to cold, So don't ever think I will leave your heart behind, To me your everything my love is yours and your love is mine.
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I'm an ass
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July 14, 2008, 05:32:am
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I hurt my girls feelings again and I hate it so bad it kills me more and more each time, I don't know why I have to screw up and act so stupid some times, all I want is her to be happy and I end up hurting her feelings and thats not what I want to do. She means the world to me and I don't think she knows how much I truly do care about her and how she feels, Without her in my life I'm not sure if I could live another day knowing how great she was and screw it all up, I wish I could be more simple and more understanding.. I always want to be the best thing in her life but I mess up so much not meaning to and my heart hurts everytime I hurt her. I do truly love her I know that more now than ever, I have never loved anyone as I do her and I never want to lose that love. She is far from the best thing that has happend to me in this life, She understands so much of the pain I have been through and seeks so much of the happiness I see in her, I will always treasure her heart and try my hardest not to hurt hers I don't want to lose her that I know if I did I would have nothing to ever look forward to again.
Mood: upset at my self
Music: my girl singing
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missing my girl :(
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July 04, 2008, 04:38:am
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It sucks everything seems to be crashing down on me :/ my girls like 5 hrs away and I love her so much... I can't hardly talk to her cause I work so late which also sucks... Than she had a bad night so it made it twice as bad on me when we did finally talk.. I love her so much and I'm never leaving her but I just want her to know I do love her and charish her heart and her soul.. Without her my soul would be so lost again, She is my everything and I never want to lose her, I'm afraid of what I might do I have never loved anyone or been so close to anyone and feel the connection so strong and thats what scares me! I could be so wrong maybe things are as great as they seem and always will be as long as I have her in my life and maybe I always will.. I really hope I do always have her in my life I could never deal with another heart ache been through way to many and don't think I could handle losing her after all the trust I put into her. Shes the first girl I have truly trusted with my heart and soul in a long time and thats what kinda scares me more than everything I gave her my all and if I was to lose her I would lose a big part of who I am and than why would I have a reason to cope with what this shitty world has to offer anymore.. Another heart ache would rather die.. I never want to lose her that I know and I will never let my love for her go...
Mood: sad
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