just the random shit i write give it a look you might like what you see and you might call me a freak but i don't care what people think us goths are just like you we just where all black to express how we feel
im so happy i got my fav kind of spider in the world they are so beautiful cause there cobalt blue and just the way they hide from the light makes em so fucking cute Mood: happy Music: fly away blutengel
im now working 3 jobs at once halrdy have time for my net or anything nemore just so i can help my old grandma pay her bills so she has money for herself instead of it all going to bills and im just getting over a alot of shit with my ex fiance whom i have been apart from for almost four year now keeps taking my to court for all my shit Mood: drunk and depressed Music: the sounds of wild wolves hallowing outside my house
im busy working now i fix up guitar and oldies car and am working on resurecting my band and am also trying to work on a few horror books i have been writting for years so bare with me not that anyone here notices im gone really i will try and get more active and shit bare with me much love from raven the fallen one Mood: productive Music: holliday in combodia dead kennedys
just another random writting of mine go ahead and compare it to an emo
August 16, 2011, 02:01:am
these fucking shadows plague me like the rubber walls of this room i call my home with nothing but the straight jacket to keep me warm as this coldness grows and grows i only wanted to feel alive each and every time i try these shadows pull me back to this cold dark place my thoughts of my demise being the only thing i can see my insanity being my only friend my mind always forever remembering when i used to be alive when i used to know what it felt like to be free to always know non of those things were real just an illusion made by my mind to cope with this ever growing blackness within to make me think its all gonna be fine im not gonna be fine i need outta here outta my mind away from my insanity away from this evil away from it all i would love to cut my heart outta my chest just to see how black it really is before my own eyes or to even watch it fall apart in my hands i hide my face behind this blackness behind all this evil and everything but on the inside im just dying a slow and painful deathscreams never heard by any for no one shall miss me in the end no one will mourn my loss none will even think about me after its all been said and done its all gonna be me on my own once more for eternity as it had been fortold since the dawn of my existance here on this rotating ball we call earth so welcome to my funeral take a gander at what i used to be cause im no longer here i left this dark and cold place centuries ago on a very black sunday well your at it carve my heart outta my chest and eat it before my eyes why don't you each blade i have pushed down my arms makes me know im stilkl alive as this pain is all im used to all i know forever i walk alone ontop of broken glass with my barefeet Mood: depressed Music: leave a scar marilyn manson
good god preppy kids are fucking pussy i can't even go for a cig on my front porch at night without them stopping there car just to talk shit from behind the car i should have told em to get out and quit being little bitches than got my uncle who lives down the street to come back me up to level the feild so its 2 against 5 at least if parents do not know how to raise there fucking kids they should have had em aborted cause your fucking kids grow up hating someone for the clothes they wear or the shit they like yet in the end of a day were all fucking peseants all bleed red and need to learn not to judge books by there cover that guy in the black clothes you make fun of wears em cause there probably depressed or have many mental issues or low self esteem cause they feel useless or ugly i would love to see preppy kids dress like us and see how fast other preps make fun of em and crush what ego they have and stomp on there face or jump em cause they like a different style kids of this generation need a good ass kicking and us outkcasts that they bully for being different will be glad to deliever said ass kicking i would like to see these fuckers get jumped for being themselves and see how it feel to be treated like shit nobody should have to be harassed on there front lawn of there own home cause some spoiled lil wankers can;t get hair on there balls or grow up and leanr to get some fucking tolerence in there fucking heads if you agree like this fucking rant i myself am fucking fed up with this shit i say we rise up and show em what being shit on feels like what it feels like to be hated for who they are this is out fucking time to fucking stick up for who we fucking are freaks outcasts and people who are sick of this bullshit join me and many others to finally end this fucking hatred to finally teach these cocksuckers a god damn life lesson
. Mood: im fucking pissed offffffffff Music: falter the october file
