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Dear diary. Mood, apathetic.
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July 16, 2008, 06:07:am
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to be quite honest i dont even know what apathetic means.
i have a fair idea, but i dont know.
i am sad. i am lonely. i want a hug. a cuddle.
someome to chat to. talk to, have a discussion with, share some secrets.
only me...
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People Change
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November 01, 2007, 11:24:pm
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someone once told me "people never change". what a load of bull. i got quite disgruntled when one of my many ex's replied to "you don't know me" with "sure i do" i mean, yeah. SUUUURE you do. just because you called me "yours" once upon a time, you think you know everything about me. at one stage, you might have known a small part of me, a side i unfortunately showed just for you to crush it entirely. that was over ten months ago, yet they still think they know me. if they really had they wouldn't have made that awful comment which in the end resulted in me not talking to them, and I'm still not. i have enough friends to go elsewhere with my mind, which apparently never changes. i never get new thoughts or new ideas on things, oh no. perish the thought.
this year has been a huge time of change for me, something that ex will never understand, mainly because of the fact that they were not around for most of it. for the hardest part of my life so far, the person who said they loved me, so easily abandoned me. they dont get to say they "know me". really. the only reason i started talking to them again in the first place was for the sake of out mutual friends, but now noone really likes them so i really dont see the point. so i wont!
you jocking like... you know me?
ninja kid number one.
thats also me. i wasn't a while ago, and now i am.
Hah.
you don't know me.
Mood: Angry
Music: Live [the band]
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