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painfullinstrumental's icon Carve your name into my arm, instead of stressed I lie here charmed.
If commnication is the key.. then swallow it. And just dont waste your time.. I assure you.
leaving comments. July 17, 2008, 09:18:pm
I obviously dont check my account often. please if i dont seem to write,.. write again because by the time i get to look its been 30 days and they are already deleted lol hehe.

Sorry for the inconvience.
Mood: Bored.
I must be as well.. January 27, 2008, 07:40:pm
Adult ?'s ... Don't Be A CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!!!

1. Is there anyone of the opposite sex on your top friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
That I have considered. lol.

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Morning. Okay whenever... but its awesome when it happens without a word in the morning

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
right side.

4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
niether LOL. Been Vegetarian for about 4 years now.

5.Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
No.

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No.

7. Shower or bath?
Both.

8. Do you pee in the shower?
No.

9. Mexican or Chinese?
Chinese.

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Both. :-D

11. Do you love someone on your top friends list?
Of course :-)

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
I beleive so ,.. maybe not one or two

13. Love or money?
Love

14. Credit cards or Cash?
cash

15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
Yes.

16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
dsepends.

17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Changing roon in Sears..

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Yes sir!

20. Ever been to a bar?
yes

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
No.

22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
Not yet.

23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
many of times :-D

24. Favorite drink?
Rye & Coke w/ Cherries

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Not yet.

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
countless times.

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
No. But I fantasies about it often.

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
yeah

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Yes sir.

30. Have you been caught having sex?
Yes. But no accidental walk ins or anything lol

31. Does anyone have naughty pics of u?
*cough* ... errr... I dont know about any more. But only one was ever blessed that way.

32. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
no

33.Do you think you do a good job on oral sex?
Love it. So I hope so.

34. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
who cares. Stole it from Fred.

35. Have you ever made someone run from you during sex?
lol what kinda question is that.

36. Have you ran from someone during sex?
once again.
I Refuse To die. December 08, 2007, 02:20:am
I will take this solitude
as this is how you passed it to me,
and this is how you fucked my life,
through every bone of my body,
and disrespected every cell that my blood carries.

I will take this in,
as he kissed me & I followed,
as he makes me feel like I could live again,
it kills and I feel it,
stuck with me and take this one down,
and this is how you fucked my life.

I will take what is given,
as all I can do is try to live,
cause love doesn't seem like an option,
I have it all compact,
and all is certain
cause all I want is him..
and this is how you fucked up my life.

I will take the name of your receipt of scum,
as his kiss convinced me otherwise,
as I feel I couldn't go wrong here,
As you stick,
And fucking haunt me
for life,
for this I thought it was not for me,
And they know its not either.
Where everyday I feel like shit,
and you make me not exist.
As you wonder why I wither away
when its really just you,
eating me up inside.
As he is man enough to keep it real or keep me sane.
man enough to of kept me alive without knowing it
And now to tell me no,
and have to deny me,
Of what I fucking deserve...
and this is how you fucked up my life.

- Harmony



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