I've begun a new job at Panera. They already want to promote me to a management position,and I feel fantastic about it. It's long hours and hard work, but rewarding. I dropped my college classes...and I'm falling for a boy. Unfortunately it's a boy who's my manager and it's not okay with company policy. He's so sweet though. Out of my reach anyway. Here's to another Valentine's alone.
"So, I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind."
January 08, 2012, 01:39:am
2012 First entry of the year for me. Let's catch up.
I dated a boy for two months. I did not fall in love, it was not a good relationship, and I respected myself enough to end it on my terms, so I'm single. Again.
School starts Monday, cheers to my new major.
And I've a weight goal to reach by October. I'm excited. If I reach it on time, I'm gonna be smokin' for my mother's wedding and for this year's Anime convention. I know I want to spend at least one day dressed as Fluttershy from My Little Pony if I lose the weight. Eeek!
I haven't written anything personal in a long time. Such a long time. I'm single. Still single. I hate it. And I'm starting to be concerned that I'll always be single. Always. I want a relationship. And eventually marriage and kids. I'm so lost.
I miss high school. Shit was hard emotionally, but when I think of it, I miss it. What it turns out I'm really missing is Rockville. I know I hated living there, and did nothing but complain, ever. But it was secluded, isolated and sometimes that's not so bad. There's so many people, so much drama.
Also, I need to move the fuck back outta this house. Seriously. I hate that I had to move home. It was a step back.
