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im sorry
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July 27, 2008, 12:36:am
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andres...i loved u....with all my life....and still do....when u had to go...i admit...i started cutting again....u were my life....u were my happyness....u were my every thing......but u had to take that away from me....and i understand why....its because...nothing seemed rite to u...u wer confused...and i wasnt that good of a girl friend to you....like i sed befor....u deserv better than me....i sed that to u befor i called u a stalker....i should have never hurt u like that....like i sed....u deserv better...some 1 that wont call u what ur not....but i want u to no....i would NEVER hate u....i will love u forever....no matter what....you can forget about me if u want....and move on...but ill always wait her for u....ill stay single forever if i have to....and i WILL...i admit...i do want u back...but...i cant have u back untill i show u that i can take responsibility with who im going out with....but i dont want any 1 else but u...i LOVE u and i try to show u that.....but its hard to show a FRIEND that u love them like there something more....i will lern from my actions...and paymore atention to what im doing....and no now....that it can hurt more than 1 person....notonly can it hurt the person im doing it to.....but it can hurt me too....i love u with my life.....and when i think about how much i hurt u.....sometimes i feel like hurting me just as bad....cutting....or just simpley ending it with a barle and a trigger....i cry more than u think i do....and i no u do too...i love u....and im sorry andres.
Mood: pain.....sorryness
Music: none
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