so i just made a fetlife account i was wondering if anyone also had one if so message me and ill tell you my username so u can add me on there im so bored lol
I havent made many journals lately but this is starting to bug me y would ppl post pictures of their cuts, scars, etc. i mean going through the newest pictures and seeing those things just puts you in a bad mood and not to mention you kinda look like an attention whore since most ppl are ashamed of their cuts and try to hide them instead of putting them on internet for everyone to see im sorry but it just makes u look like u want attention instead of needing help i mean i used to cut and i didnt go around showing ppl i hid them cuz i was ashamed i cut so i just dont understand
so i havent been on that much the last couple of days the reason is because someone i knew killed themselves this weekend i wouldnt say she was my friend but she was someone i knew and talked to a few times but we werent extremely close but everytime i saw her she was always smiling and happy but the main reason im posting this is to let ppl know that if you are thinking or ever thought about suicide ur not alone but i want you to realize that things will get better high school is only 4 years college is only 4-6 years all the bullying and stuff will stop once ur older if u have trouble at home in a few years u will be on ur own if ur sad cuz u havent found that special someone it takes time and u will find the right person i just never want to know someone who killed themselves again and if this doesnt work please go to YOUTUBE.COM and type in RISE AGAINST-MAKE IT STOP MUSIC VIDEO and watch it please Mood: thinking/sad/confused Music: rise against/ make it stop
