From talking to each other almost 24/7, to being handed the "friend card", to pretty much never hearing from her anymore.
AND I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG!
I'm about to just give up on this woman. I know I deserve better; deserve a woman who won't mess with my head like this and will be straight up and honest from the get-go. Mood: Radda Radda Radda Music: Pink Floyd
I got handed the "Friend Card" last night. Fucking bitch. And in the most awkward way! I send a text message saying "Hey what's up" and get a response "You know I just wanna be friends, right". That's cool, but you didn't answer my question BITCH! Now, I sent her a text later on yesterday and then earlier today that just said "Hey" and heard nothing yet.
Then today. I'm at work. Bored as fuck. It just so happens I have a little 4 hour shift. 3 hours into it, I get swarmed with customers. I help them all like it's just a walk in the park. However, I go into the back and who do I see? A girl I met in college who I've wanted for the PAST FIVE YEARS! She knows that. She moved to Louisianna when we began to 'talk' so nothing ever really happened. I saw her and my face just lit up. I gave her a huge hug, and told her I didn't want to let go, which was true to the bone. I get her number. I text her a little bit. Then, I ask her out on a date. "Mike, hunny..... I'm already taken. I just started dating a guy from highschool".
Fuck. I give up. I guess I'm doomed to just be single forever. Mood: DEPRESSED Music: Incubus - "The Warmth"
i swear to god, if my journal notification page gets blown up with people crying over Jesse James and Kat Von D splitting up then i'm going to samurai sword each one of those fuckers who wrote a journal in the fucking juggular.
they broke up. big deal. it's life. GET OVER IT. Mood: annoyed Music: The Lonely Island