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lonley_rukia's Journal
my evil thoughts reveiled
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alone
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December 31, 2007, 09:21:pm
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Do you know what it truly feels like to be alone?
I think not
Alone is when the man who is supposed to love you forever leaves you for another
Alone is when that same man only wants you back because someone else wants you
Only then can you feel truly alone
And when this man breaks your heart countless times
You are truly alone
When no one calls to comfort you
You are truly alone
When you love someone who pushes you and hurts you constantly
You are truly alone
When you give away everything for another but they give nothing back
You’re alone
When he ditches you on New Year’s
You’re alone
When he runs from you
You’re alone
When others are nicer to you than him
You’re alone
Always remember the pain you feel
When you’re truly alone
Never forget to brace your heart
Trust is for fools now
When he proves the fact you’ve been trying to disprove: that you shouldn’t be with him
You’re alone
Do you know what it truly feels like to be alone?
Not until this life is yours
I’m alone
And I’ll never let you forget the heart you’ve broken
My heart is dead now
Mood: pissed off and confused
Music: music from sweeney todd
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paramore and mayday parade
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December 03, 2007, 06:14:pm
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I climb I slip I fall
Reaching for your hands but I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
If I can find out how to make you listen now
Because I’m starving for you here with my undying love and I
I will
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there’s no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there’s another way
I climb I slip I fall
Reaching for your hands but I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
If I could find out how to make you listen now
Because I’m starving for you here and I
I will
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there’s no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there’s another way
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there’s no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there’s another way
I climb I slip I fall
Into your empty hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
-Until Tomorrow by Paramore
Well I thought that we could sit around and talk for hours
About things I couldn’t say to you and things that we could never do
You know my heart
I feel like I’ve lost everything
For every word that’s come out wrong
But I’ll be ok
Is that what you want me to say
It’s called breakup
Cause it’s broken
Well I thought that we could sit around and talk for hours
About things I couldn’t say to you and things that we could never do
-The Last Something That Meant Anything by Mayday Parade
Mood: lonely
Music: paramore and mayday parade
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song mix poem
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December 03, 2007, 06:13:pm
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Next to nothing-hate me today-I was trying to-scream my lungs out and try to get to you-I don’t wanna forget how it feels-with or without you-so should I stay or should I go-but-when it rains-you can stand under my umbrella-in this city of devils-you are my only one-alive with the glory of love-but all we know is-already dead-your always in my heart-but it’s to late to apologize-if you-bury me in black-it’s because I’m-buried alive by love-I think we have an emergency- here in my heart-I’m nothing without you-no matter what-when I look into your eyes I see all my dreams come true
Mood: missing you
Music: everything
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numb
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November 21, 2007, 11:41:pm
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my heart has grown cold today
this is not me anymore
you can't see who i was, who i am
i don't even feel the pain anymore
all there is, is emptiness
the void in my soul
you walking away
and to come back so sudden
why? to hurt me again?
i'm scared, so i cry
i cryed, but now it's over
i cover myself, i hide from you
i feel nothing
you've made me numb
Mood: numb
Music: your face
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happy fricken 16th b day
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November 21, 2007, 11:40:pm
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this is what happened on my 16th birthday!
this pain, this hurting
i don't have to cut myself, you'll do it for me
you've made it worse by holding me close
you made me cry by comforting me
my soul-dead, my heart-stopped
i do not want to breath anymore
you've made my heart stop
you've taken my breath away
you've made my soul leap
and here i am in midair
humans can't fly, so i'm falling
i've fell for you, but you won't catch me
you dropped me long ago
you hate me cause i'm mean
but you're the one getting pleasure from my pain
you used to know what love is
but somehow you forgot
i wish you'd remember, so i didn't feel dead
you don't believe anymore
i guess, you are growing up
but maybe, i'm ready to be a kid
as long as we're together
Mood: crushed
Music: faggot - MSI
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once apon a heartbreak
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November 21, 2007, 11:35:pm
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When you love someone, you would do anything in the world for them
there was this girl who loved this boy but she never understood how strong that love was it started out as a cute little crush then it developed into a strong need and longing the boy seemed to need her too and there was a time in the girl’s life when she was actually happy when she felt she could be herself but as the boy slowly drew away from her, she could feel the pain of loneliness again and the boy broke her heart
that girl let that boy break her heart so many times because she couldn’t live without him
she needed him in her life so she still lets him take hold of her heart and shatter it whenever he wants she needed his love and she hasn’t found true love since the boy and she never will because:
EVERYONE has someone out there for them, FATE can only bring you so far, the rest is up to YOU
sadly, the girl and the boy lost they’re chance at true love
Mood: unfettered
Music: the voices in my mind
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