I wanted to say a few words about one of the most gorgeous persons on this site.
Piep is a 24 year old girl, from The Netherlands. I first met Piep in a cult called feardotcom. She is now a co - owner in the cult. She is very nice, and I've really enjoyed our conversations.
Someone once told me to do what I felt like, no matter what people said was right or wrong. I've lived my life by that, everday I've basicly done what I felt was the right thing to do.
I started killing people about a year ago, it all started with this one girl. I didn't hate her to begin with, we were actually good friends, until she started to get other friends aswell. I didn't mind at first cause she continued to have contact with me, and we did alot of crazy things together, we still had alot of fun.
After about a month she didn't call or text me anymore. It stopped just suddenly and I thought I had done something wrong and had made her upset for some reason. I called her, she did answer, but it was like she didn't care at all when I said how I felt. I got more and more mad as the weeks turned into months and I never heard anymore from her.
One day I was walking home from school, she stood there waiting for the bus which always is a bit late. She stopped me and explained why she didn't contact me anymore. She said that her new friends didn't like me so she couldn't be my friend anymore, even though she wanted to. I didn't sleep at all that night, I was up writing death scenes. None of them where actually any good, uncept the one about drowning. When I was done writing I went outside, I walked all the way to her house. I didn't want to be mad anymore, my hatred were turning into pain. I had to get rid of it.
The door was open, so I walked right in. I went up the stairs and in bathroom, it was messy and looked like it hadn't been washed for atleast some weeks. I went over to the bathtub, grabbed a razor and started cutting myself. It was soon blood all over the bathtub, I still wish it wasn't mine.
I turned on the water in the bathtub, knowing that it would probably wake up my "friend". And it did. I was hiding behind the door when I heard footsteps coming towards me. Slow slow footsteps, I almost lost my patience. And there she was, about to shoock her head towards the bathtub. I knew that if she did she would pass out in an instant, she were terrified of blood.
But everything didn't work out according to my plan. She heard me breath behind the door. I quickly smacked the door right in her face. She slipt and felt hard on her head. She had passed out, finally I were able to do what I had been writing about earlier that night.
The bathtub where nearly filled up to the edge now, I lifted her up in it. turning the water on for full strenght. I'm glad she woke up, I'm glad I could see the beauty of her eyes as she gazed upon me with fear. I grabbed her neck to keep her under the water. I could see her life fade from her face. She turned so pale, her skin almost looked blue now. She deserved it, leaving me all alone because of what somebody else thought of me. I just couldn't allow that. I just couldn't.
After completing this death scene I went home and continued writing more death scenes. It became an obsession for me, I couldn't do anything else anymore. It made me feel so strong. I wrote a death scene for each and everyone that had ever let me down. And I completed them all. One after one.
I did what I felt like, and I'll never regret. Mood: murderous Music: none
This entry is about a girl named Amber. I met her on Feardotcom and she is one of the most awesome members in the cult. She is 18 years old, one year older than me. I like that she is very confidence about herself and as she write on her profile: "I find myself to be beautiful, i don't need to look scene/ goth etc. I don't need to hide behind make up, I'm proud of my real self." Few people would say something like that, cause most of us are trying our best to be something bether than we really are. This gorgeous girl is one of the few who actually know that she is good enough, I strongly admire that. Please visit her profile and rate her 10! She's worth it.
I promised my friend xXLadyDrakaXx to write about her in my journal, so here it is:
I met xXLadyDrakaXx in a cult here on vf called Feardotcom. She won the auction that I had signed into and we got in contact because of that.
I think she is a really amazing person with an awesome personality! She also have alot of cool pictures in her gallery. I suggest you check it out cause she is really good looking too!
xXLadyDrakaXx has been a member on vf since jan 3th, 2006 and she is a Co-Owner for The Nobodies Cult (check it out):
Besides that she likes Dancing, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Marilyn Manson and tattoos.
Piep
