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My poem
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July 07, 2008, 04:47:pm
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My soul starts fading
My vains are collapsing
relize this is happening
while looking in the reverse mirror of me
Ripping and tearing
bleeding and screaming
this is how it became the truth
Bones start to break
my skin starts to sink
you say it will always be my fault
You abused me and left me
darkness erupting
choking on the lies you left behind
Your in my mind that lingers there
always tring to make a fear
this is not how it supposed to happen
Take my hand and dont be scared
close your eyes and begin to care
losing controll on what is real
Planning on the future
it ends up in the past
Not knowing Not showing
Light kinded still growing
dont need your help to repair
Your laughing your hating
punishments awaiting
digging the graves one by one
The ending is coming
leve me hoping that you will not be there
You disapear Your away
more relaxed day bye day
still confused on the spot
Its a secret its hidden
one word will be forbidden
JUST LEVE MY SIDE!!!!!
from:me (gothicmaggotlove)
Mood: confused and angered
Music: OTEP
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happy with my own
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March 21, 2008, 02:08:pm
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( dont read if ur not going to comment)
its the last day , the last night,
i find myself hiding,
people watch me as i go,
fade away and unforgetable pain,
but i dont mind its all the same,
everyday is the something new, im leing here figuring out what to do,
darkness creeps around the corner,
dreams fill my mind as the pain becomes my friend,
i listen and hear a whisper till it says its the end,
i smile greatly and thank it like no other,
i feel the coldness run thru my body,
my bones start to shake,
my soul begins to scream,
i look up and i see nothing, just black fog ,
was this only a dream
it tells me now,
i find my place were i belong , freely happy, freely free,
i dont need nothing now, im happy with me.
from (gothic maggot love ) me
Mood: paroniod
Music: *schools out* GWAR
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